Years ago I was taught how to go
through the Process that some call Death, without having the cord
that binds us to our bodies severed......
The purpose of my Teachers teaching me
this I have always,well, for the last 45 years seen their Purpose
behind this as a method of bringing me the enhanced Evolution that
occurs in, “the Light on the other Side” as you hear it termed
by some NDE Folk. That Light was the Goal of the Practice....so I
had figured.....But just recently a Big Duh! That , heh, heh, heh,
this is soo funny, I realized that if the whole purpose of going
through the death process was just to get to the Light..... heh,
heh, that there is a Million easier ways,...... SO ...I suppose I was
taught it, to learn what I learned... and also of late I've wondered
if They Knew exactly what I was going to do when I ….didn't follow
the Rules.....
I am Leery to share major details
directly of Method, but I don't see how I can explain it without
giving all the hints needed if one were drawn to the Practice...And
to that I say, Don't BE ….unless you have a Teacher right there
with you..... Dying when you're dead is one thing, it's a bit
trickier when you do it when you are not going to leave your body....
I call the area we pass through between Lives, The “InBetween”
time, Everybody naturally has a Widely Different experience here ,
but there are certain basics and certain Laws that are Unmoved. This
is an astral realm.. it is full of, “Constructs” … Now I have
to give a disclaimer here....this info I'm giving has to do with the
experience as it was taught to me, and as I experienced it..BUT,
there are two Directions on the Wheel of a Souls Evolution, some
folks still going into a Deeper Density in Form as I call it(the
first turn forward), and others returning to Source (the Wheel
turning back upon itself). I am in the latter group, as I imagine
most folks here are....That said the experience would differ between
the two groups somewhat, and to attempt to do it on the first turn of
the wheel, would be pointless and dangerous.
The Process: Our Consciousness
disconnects from the Brain and slips into the brain stem....sometimes
you'll jolt, or hear a Pop.... this is where we become disconnected
from,”Time”. Our lives ,”passing before our eyes” like a
movie short happens at this stage some times.... And the cool thing
I've come to realize is, it isn't a memory of those times flashing
before our minds eye.... I'm pretty sure, we were just running
through it. We were actually there in Time... out of Time... Now
this realm is Enhanced... magnetism and resonance and frequency
direct the Play. AND ATTENTION and INTENTION are greatly
Amplified.... Also at this point ,(“entering the tunnel” as you
have heard it called...the tunnel actually being the spine on the
physical plane) folks tend to see, “loved ones” or their chosen
Saints and Saviors come to direct them.... HEH, HEH..... Ask
yourself this, Why don't Christians who have near death experiences
encounter Buddha at this stage, why do Buddhists never see Jesus, or
Mohamed, or Krishna.... hehehe,
The reason is, these are “Constructs”
and to be more precise they are OUR Constructs..... These ,”Entities”
we first encounter are not Real, or he he, not real enough.... Let me
define “Construct”.... Well, OK, Creation is a Construct, and
well, everything in Creation is a Construct.... Well that narrows it
down, heh, heh... A Construct is something that has been fed with a
lot of ...defined mental energy and emotion for a long enough time,
that by Law something had to Manifest.... . We have a personal
,”Construct”. Imagine how much energy of thought and emotion has
gone into Defining who you are? Over Lifetimes!! That energy
directed to the Definition of who you were manifests something, like
a shadow.. (but it doesn't incorporate into our Etheric bodies)
..Our, “Construct” Vibrates at obviously a similar frequency as
we do now, BUT NOT, it's the Past Description …. And I have found
these to habituate astrally behind us and to the side, mine on the
Right.(yes, there is a ,”Behind” even when we do not have a body,
because, at least for me, there was naturally a velocity...a forward
movement, never backwards without intent for that which rarely
happens... I broke the rules to Know this, and what came from that I
call my “Humpty Dumpty Episode” because it led me to do some
powerful Magic based upon ...LIMITED Awareness... Never a good
combo...I think most folks might say the devolving isn't possible, we
can't ungrow....and once upon a time I would have agreed. BUT, we can
do more then De evolve.... We can put what is left into a Blender, so
putting the pieces back together takes, like...40 years...SOO, Point
being, First Don't attempt it. First Rule Don't do it! Well, it'll
come in handy when you actually die to know the ...key to maximum
evolution when you are there...Second RULE... GO TO THE LIGHT, DO NOT
BE DISTRACTED...(this is the key yo maximum evolution). heh heh, this
is an astral realm....it's all frequency..and resonance and
magnetism...and built in DESIRE MATTER... We call the Constructs of
our Loved one's, Saints and Saviors by our Desires … , heaven and
hell realms abound that can draw us via resonance of frequency...The
TASK is REMAIN SILENT. In an astral realm, if you want to keep it
together, you don't ,”DO” astral. QUIET, Silence mind and
emotion.... and GO TO THE LIGHT. If you fix your attention
there...that's where you are going to go.... BUT there are lots of
side tracks.... you are being pushed and pulled by the frequencies
that resonate with you...but the task is one pointed attention upon
the Light. You will FEEL PULLED... From the outside the Realms
looked to me like little round planets.... These realms have a
magnetism and which ones pull you depends upon resonance.... and you
could say, “a resonance seeking Harmony”... BUT YOU DO NOT want
to go into these REALMS. I can not over emphasize this...and NOT
going there is ...takes a tremendous amount of Will. Well I am a
poor student, I don't know if I already mentioned this but I sort of
had quit trusting my Teachers due to a previous life decision they
made, and only would believe my own experience.... you tell me Not to
do something, I'm gonna check it out and find out why. So I ….broke
the Rule and allowed myself, ”Pulled into” a realm that was
right there, like a planet floating in space. drawn to me ..And
Boom. I was some self important, white wigged, slave owning , hoity
toity, low life lustful asshole all about the Babes..... and I had no
idea that there was another,”Me” sitting back there
meditating..and I believe I lived a long life there...... Somehow my
teacher or Teachers pulled me out, reminded me of who I was in this
world...and because actions seem to have a ripple effect there,(
habits become formed upon actions...and habits bind us.) I
immediately pulled into another... (totally different and Maybe I'll
tell you that later, but.... well, it wasn't humans that lived in
that realm, and I wasn't human,) But YANK, and I was out of there....
I used a Star Trekkian maneuver to use the Magnetism of the realm I
was approaching and my trajectory to Will a slingshot effect to get
me back towards the Light..I seriously think I saw that years later
on some space show...SOO, I used to believe when we die we just go to
these realms, then get out and in maybe another,,,but eventually make
it to the Light....But the Fact is, my Teachers got me out.. so I
wondered about that,”spending eternity.... fable....”but no,
wait. I remember lot's of lives, pretty close together, and I'm sure
in the past I was even more easily distracted as I can be now”.....
so....don't go worrying about sitting with Satan for eternity because
you, UGH, well, you know what...did that Thing ......heh, heh,
because it doesn't work like that. And the long life I spent there
was just minutes it ,”Time” here... Here is another important
point about the realm. Intent/Will and Attention are vastly
amplified. For me, maybe because I had the goal and my Intent
Locked..(the Light).. there was a great forward trajectory.... no
idea, no comprehension of anything lying behind... Here's an
interesting Factoid. “GHOSTS” those Souls stuck between
worlds.... THEY LOOKED BACK ! And remember what I said was Back
there.... The CONSTRUCT, the Construct that is vibrating at the
Frequency of WHO THEY ONCE WERE, well where our attention goes....we
follow, and what happens is the Awareness merges with it's
Construct...it's trapped in the accumulated thoughts and emotions
(frequency) that made up the description of who they once were....
this is a,”Ghost”.... I suppose this doesn't happen when we are
in physical bodies because of the frequency differential in our
etheric bodies, keeping it from Meshing... SOOO, part of , “Don't
be Distracted” is Don't freakin turn and gaze upon you
Construct...OK, I'm going to insert a personal little story here....
actually I'll just give the punchline... For reasons of Love (I
believed)...I, with Intent went to the InBetween Time and turned
towards my Construct, BUT worse then that.... there is something I
did not mention...Around the periphery of our Construct is what I
call the, “Shedding skin of our Construct”. It looks sort of,
well like a snakes skin floating outward. So I ,”Knew” that this
was items that had once defined us, that had not been fed for a long
enough time as to be falling away from the Construct.... Get ready
for it! My Humpty Dumpty Episode.... otherwise known as STUPID
MAGIC.... so, what motivated this Incursion into stupidity was the
tearful Pleas of my girlfriend, eventual first wife to, “GO BACK TO
WHO I USED TO BE” The thing is when we die for real, and spend
time in the Light, we are born a pretty different person because Max
Evolution happens in the Light. It evolves us..But when we don't
actually die, and come back to our bodies....we are also a new
person, but in the same body...you do this a lot and it's very
difficult on the folks who have, “Known” you... very difficult...
In fact it can be very difficult on ourselves and was for me until my
Teacher gave me a clue to deal with it...ANYWAY, what precipitated
this emotional tearful outcry from my girlfriend was this: I had been
sitting in a room meditating with my eyes open...I was watching this
Fly flying, and I saw it's ...whole Life from beginning to end...I
was in a place without Time... and at that moment my girlfriend
walked in the door... I saw her...awareness cross the room towards
me, and I saw mine go towards her...then they met in the middle... At
that point I saw her Future, in the same way we see it in the final
stage of the Death Process... like a tree with branches or a river
with forks, and there is a main path and many diversions from that. I
saw the main paths and the decisions that could divert her from it...
The Main path Brings us to our Final destination...BUT I was mistaken
and hadn't seen the circular evolution of the soul as yet and...well,
she was fresh on the wheel...so really any interference from me would
be pointless...at that same point where consciousness met in the
middle of the room, she FREAKED OUT, uncontrollably crying.....and I
had just been In Bliss....BUT I said to her, when she begged me to Go
Back to my Old Self... I said, “will you come to the Light with
me.” She said yes... So, I had this idea that who I used to be was
encapsulated in that ,”Shedding Skin” of the Construct and I
ventured out to pull it into me.... he, he, he... Well that was
stupid..... what that did was virtually turn me into a Living
Ghosts's Memory...... Not just a Ghost, but what had been
discarded... I came back to my body....Teachers GONE and so FREAKIN
Psychic I could feel every person in a city block, their thoughts,
feelings and infirmities... HOLY SHIT, and I could no longer See my
girlfriends future choices.... My aura was way the frig out there, I
eventually had to quit my very good job and move as far into the
woods from humans as possible basically living off the land... The
only way I could be around humans without basically convulsing was to
go into the Light, and that would happen automatically.... while
standing atop a telephone pole, as I was a telephone lineman...
Finally one day I went into the Light at work and wasn't coming
out...they had to take me Home...and I had to get out of town... heh,
heh. I eventually in a couple of years figured out how to BLOCK out
the Incoming Impressions, knowing full well Blocking would cause
problems eventually, but I had no choice, the world was full of
humans and I sort of needed to...live there...... Once again, this is
to make the Point that doing the Practice of Yoga of the Death State,
without guidance there..... NOT a great idea if you can't stick to
the rules, which even if you try, are very difficult.
Back to the Process: ..... Now when you
find yourself here, and you have put attention in Silence upon the
Light, distractions are EVERYWHERE, and so I want to say, just
lightly put your attention there, you have awareness they are there,
but will put no thought or feeling towards it. Because the thing is
WHEREVER you put your attention....that's where you are going
go...heeh heh...it's the Law...
So you managed to keep your Silence and
made it to the Light... It dissolves your description, ,”You”
cease to Exist...... AHHHHHH. Then, after who knows how
long.....“where the Hell Am I?”...A small voice rings out.... try
to Ignore it...stay with the Light...... WHERE AM I?!!! Okay,
can't ignore it...then Poof, this is where you meet your actual
Group, not the Constructs of your own (with the help of others)
Creation/Construct encountered in the first few steps of this
experience.... Now the next I know, not from the practice but the
actual experience of previous REAL Deaths...This is where the
,”future” lays out in front. A tree with many Branches, and
branches upon the branches, and together with help from your
,”Group”** you Plot just where you are going to jump into that
all.
** we come into existence at a certain
point in the Web...like a spider web expanding out defining
Creation.... Each point in the web connected to those around it, and
all connected via the web....but the Replicants closest to us in the
Web are our Natural ,”Group”...
Forgive me for the length of the post,
but it's difficult to know just how much Context must be made to
afford the best understanding... And what I have said here is just a
tiny fraction of what could be said...I realize some Concepts such as
that of the ,Constructs” and Circular Nature of a Souls evolution
have not yet been very incorporated into the mass consciousness of
Humanity yet, the old Linear ascension paradigm of a Souls evolution
still deeply rooted, DNA deep in fact. And Constructs are so Basic,
so backed by Law, yet I have come across little reference to them in
,”Spiritual” Works..But I don't intend to write a book here....I
Operate a Lot on the 5th Ray as so many of you here do, so you know
that QUESTIONS are the Food that Moves our Souls....so, Feed me....
heh, heh., Thank you for making it this far.
