Tuesday, August 22, 2017

"Meditating" with my boy

I wrote this a while back, the family is on vacation now in Wyoming .....hence the sudden surge in writing.  But I found this that I had neglected to publish...so here it is. :

There are times when what my soul, and body need the most.... 
is for me to sit on the Earth with bare feet,
 and to Feel that Earth,
 and to simply listen in Silence.....

That's just what happened tonight, 
after a long hot day of working..
My Precious Boy is a lot like I was as a kid;
 always thinking, always figuring things out, experimenting, Creating..... mind on Fire.
And he likes to come with me when I go to meditate.... 
And he did tonight.
We're going out the back door, he's putting on his boots,
 "I'm just going to wear them until we get past the wood chips",
he say's. 
I'm barefoot.
We get to the grass and he takes off his boots.
 The ground is dry and slightly cool...it feels good... 
he runs into the front yard and I follow to find him sitting on the stump chairs that I made.
He say's he's looking at his new friend.... 
I come and sit down and there's a cat sitting on a stump a little ways below, it may be a neighbors cat, but it seems to be here all the time these days, keeps a little distance, but is quite relaxed with it all.
We talk about the cat a bit, then I say, OK let's meditate now.
Let's just be really quiet in our heads and bodies and listen to the birds, and the river. 
 Let's listen to the River all the way down to the Ocean.

"I'll just make my mind blank,
 just a black wall," he say's. 
 I say, "yeah, or how about a white one......". 
Then we sit quietly for a minute and he say's, 
" How about Golden"..... 
and I say, yeah.....Golden.
It's hard for him to be quiet for very long,
 his mind is just so ALIVE, 
so Energized..... 
He lives in constant wonder. 
That's my boy.... 
So we talk quietly about the birds, and bugs and cat etc.
Down below a dog is barking, and off in the distance, in 2 directions, other dogs are barking....and I say to him, you know if you get really really quiet and listen really hard to that one loud dog barking, you can hear who he's talking to, and further away you can hear another dog joining in......and you can just follow it on and on.... and you can do the same with crickets, listen to one close by, then  listen to the ones responding to it, and then further out more responding....and it just goes on and on.....

I want him so badly to become acquainted with Silence, 

with the Magic that is Contemplation

 and the Peace that is Meditation,

 and the Bliss....that is Union.

The thing is, the Mind is a great tool, 
when it is motivated in the Silence. 
 Our minds so often are kind of like those barking dogs and crickets....they go on and on... 
And we humans get to a point where our minds are constantly creating the fodder for our future minds to digest. 
And as we digest 
we define and refine
 our descriptions of the world. 
We don't even question the validity of our descriptions...
of our whole conception of ourselves and the world we live in, 
we don't think twice about it because it's a given....it's all we know, literally.
  And all this Building of our conception, 
our description is actually our souls duty,
 at least for the first part of it's evolution, 
therefore it is Sacred.
  Each of us,
 each unique Description based upon our unique vantage point, 
is Sacred.....
our souls first destiny. 

  But once achieved the destiny no longer has roots in the mind, 
but rather....
in Silence....
in Peace.

A souls evolution is circular,
 first we "Do" ourselves into the World.....

 and then we must Undo it.....

The mind is a great tool my son,
 and all knowledge springs from it. 

 But finding Wisdom, 
or in other words, "the knowing of Truth" 
is not possible via knowledge. 

Knowledge just gives us another vantage point.... 

Wisdom is only Gained in the Silence.

Our souls know the Truth, 
that our minds can never know....

Silence is the key to Magic.

Silence of the Mind..... and body.

Let's all try and take some time, 


Be Silent. 

Monday, August 21, 2017

The FLOW , Where is it?

There is this most Magical State....
Sometimes referred to as "The Flow".
And being,
" On the Flow" 
means living a blessed life,
a life where all needs fall
in your lap at the perfect time,
where it seems like the Universe is
a wide open coffer.
"On the Flow" you will meet those you need to meet,
and you will experience what you need to experience,
This is a place we should all strive for..
It's Real, 
in fact 
it's "Everything Else"...
that is a Dream of Man.....
A fantasy.

The Flow

is the Dream of our Soul.

Where can we find this Flow...

Why do we not see this?

Well here's a funny thing:
The Dream of Man
Sprang from the Past,
and is Vaulting into the Future.....
it does not exist
in the Present.

The "Flow",
is Simply the 
Being in the Present.

People don't get it when you say this...
Well, I guess you can't, 
"Get it",
unless you've been there....
Everyone Has of course...

We just don't remember. 

We are too much embroiled in our
of the World.
And that Description is Built upon the past,
and projects into an imagined future...

And that is where we live.
Inside a Description that comes from the Past
and projects into an imagined future.......
and there we live in the,"Dream of Man".

To be on The Flow
 requires that we
Give up the Description...

It's taken us lifetimes to Paint this Picture...
and most folk seem little inclined to
Give it Up.

Gotta stop "Doing".
Gotta let it Be what it is,
without our description attached....

That is the Heart of all Magic......
Letting the Description Go.
Sometimes referred to as "Contemplation".

So, how do we do that?

How can we let go of the very thing that defines us,
 that tells us who we are 
and what the world is, 
and our relationship in all that?

Well, once you've "Culminated" 
(refer to previous posts)
Letting it go,
becomes a Full-Time Job.

But take heart,
it's also now your path of least resistance....
if only you stop resisting it, he he. 

OH Yeah,  when you are "On the Flow"
you will have energy without bound,
you'll feel like a super - hero....
The deal is that to uphold and maintain our Description,
requires a great deal of energy. 

Once we stop literally,
Maintaining our Reality......

The Flow will sustain us. 

You know our "description" was built upon Duality.
Fear= Bad....
We sought out what felt good to us,
and shunned that which did not.
EVERYTHING has a judgment attached,
not one thing that a Man perceives,
within the Dream of Man,
is free of Duality......

That was all part of the Process of Culminating.

But hey, you and I, 
we culminated......
we must cease judging within duality,
now our journey is to release all those Judgments,
all the Dualistic Notions that
we built our description upon. 
Duality....the Realm of the Dream of Man,
is in our Past.
Our "Future" is 
On the Flow.
is a Hallmark of the Flow.

This Magical Flow I speak of,
 might seem an impossible goal,
but here's some encouraging words.....

We are now travelling down the 
Lives Past Trail,
where we are going over the same ground
that we traveled to our Culmination,
and it is populated by every judgment we ever made...
But now we see them through Love,
and not the mind and emotion that created 
these Demons of judgment, 
that have manipulated us,
 some for many lifetimes.

Our dualistic judgments, 
made along the Path to Culmination,
are the demons that manipulate us from the dark corners,
where we imprisoned them.
But now when we see them through 
the Eyes of our Hearts,
 and in Silence....
They Vanish.

All those zillions of dualistic judgments
that we had defined our world with,
are now surrounding us at every step,
"Remember me, Remember me"....
But we are wise, and simply Love them.....
and set them Free.

In the Dream of Man,
on the road to Culmination,
our minds and emotions
painted the Picture..

On the Flow, 
on the road to Unity,
our Souls 
erase the Canvas......

And out shines a bright Light.
Of beauty beyond Comprehension....

Bliss is that feeling when we have released the Description...

Oh Yeah, the encouraging words...
Even though that Path we travel back down seems......
so long......
And the Demons we must battle with our
sword of Love, 
seem endless between us and our Goal.
In any moment,
a simple decision to be there,
can make It so...

In any moment,
we can decide
to let the description go.....
If even just for a moment..

And we can



Time to Choose

I am writing this, which has been a long time coming, to hopefully quell some of the distress caused by the Current Level 5 Astral Shitstorm that has taken over so much of the population. 
I was right there in the midst of the Battle until about a year ago, when I pulled out of it, ceased going to Facebook or listening to the radio etc.  This was a big step for me, an "Harmony through Conflict" Aries. We tend to Fight that which we believe is harmful to "Us All".
We are at a very intense time as far as this Whole Creation goes. 
Time is being compressed........ 
Evolution is Hyperdrive....

And here's the thing about that.....
Evolution is Circular....
It's not some freakin Stairway to Heaven....
Where we slowly rise Higher on the steps,
coming closer to our Divinity..
That's all an old lie...
Evolution is Circular,
We begin as an .....Urge
to "Become"
We begin a journey where we will live to define our unique position in the Web of "US ALL".
We are to grow and define ourselves,

Now take a moment to contemplate that phrase:

Every one of us is in a unique position (cell)
in the Web... and the first part of our Evolution is to fill up that to the Max with,
"who we are". 

 And we are all Connected....
We Are Together All God.. 

And the first part of all of our evolution  has been to find and define,"who we are".
No two are alike.....
and no one more Important in the All,
than any other....
And how we find and define that "unique position" during the first stage of our evolution is is primarily by Chasing Desires,
and following Fear. 
So we manipulate our lives and those around us to fit our desires and Fears instructions...
Desires cause Greed, and Lust, and Avarice.
And Fear causes us to shun, to hate....that which we Fear.
And through our desire and fear,
we define our "Unique Separate Expression"
to a point where


 it is Done...

This is the "Point of Culmination",

The Building is over......

and now the soul evolves,
back to from where it came...
If you are reading this,
you are on that side of the wheel.
Something happens at the,
point of culmination..... that I call,
"sitting on the fence".
It is a precarious position because,
your motivations have basically 
Reversed... and you are sitting there going,
"What Now"?   
  It's been easy on that first turn of the wheel...
just chase the desire.... and shun and be controlled by Fear..... Easy, same OH same OH.  But now the Flip side of Desire is,
"Aspiration".... and now that moves you..
But we're pretty clueless about Aspiration....
And instead of Collecting a definition of ,"who you are"....
You begin to discard what you had previously collected.
When we Desire we add things to ourselves.
When we "Aspire" 
we let em go. 

But here's the thing about Fence Sitters,
They just got off the crazy Astral Bandwagon...and like any reformed alcoholic or smoker, etc.  Suddenly they get real critical of Where they were, and want to convert everybody...he he he..  They forget that for their entire eternity up until recently, they too were motivated by Desire and Fear. And in that Energy comes what we see as Harm, in our world. 
We did it,
They are doing it now....

But now, having Culminated the
Desire becomes aspiration,
and the Fear becomes Love.

Until we Culminate we each seek,
as our souls prime directive,
a "Unique Separate Expression"
via desire and fear.
After we culminate we seek Unity
via Love and Aspiration. 

So look at the world today,
in the US for an example,
but this is happening all over the world....

"The People" were given a choice by the ruling elite, to decide which person (of the Elite's choice) was going to  basically be the Head person in that governing body which exists to keep the ruling elite, as the ruling elite...and profiting from it.
So the People were given a choice between 2 persons. 
Nobody in their right mind would ever choose either if they actually had a choice, but their choice is to choose who the elite has determined that they will choose.
So they gave us an Idiot, a bigoted, bumbling buffoon..   Now this guy is the epitome of what the first part of evolution is about....self serving greedy fearful desire.
He spouted the "Division"...the "separateness".
 And Protection from what the People Feared.

And "on the other side" they gave us Pure Evil, in disguise,
with slogans of Unity,
 which the hungry gobbled up. 
  That person was speaking (with totally forked tongue) to those seeking Unity.

The Elite successfully Divided up the population between a "promise of Protection"...
"A promise of Unity."

But it was all Bullshit,
all orchestrated by the same people, 
to get the masses divided 
and fighting among themselves,
instead of seeing that they are
ENSLAVED to people they don't even know.
They dutifully pay their taxes to this obscure "governing body"...... and choose to believe it has some positive purpose. And they obediently follow rules that are not Just, that were designed to keep them enslaved. 

So the people chose a protection from their fears,
or they chose
Evil wearing a Mask specifically designed,
to Entrap, with promises of Unity...and protection.

There was no good choice...

You were manipulated to give up your Integrity if you were to cast your vote...

"Integrity" meaning that your words and actions are in accordance with your heart and soul.

But people were given a non-choice,
and astral shitstorms,
 ...basically tornadoes were
 carefully designed,

And as crazy as it is....
 people are still fighting over their choices of Ignorant...or Evil.

They are both Employed by the same folks...
Neither is a choice.
Donnie stops em at the border
Hillary bombs em in their beds....
All so that some Piggies
can make major bucks.
Is that really a choice.
I am not going to spend days here writing why both of these options were INSANE...
 If you don't know that,
simply do a modicum of research....
But what this election was designed to do was to Break the Integrity of those that have culminated..
And it succeeded very well. 
The masses gave up their Hearts,
and listened to their Fear.
Now those who have not yet culminated....
this was par for the course,
but those that have culminated, and who voted out of Fear  and sacrificed their Integrity on Fears altar,
Wake the Frig UP!!!
Our job is to Find Unity
find Peace and Harmony. 
And you will never find that if partaking in the astral shitstorm.

The thing is, once a person Gives up their Integrity...
They are very vulnerable and can be manipulated easily.
Think Nazi Germany, think the "Manifest Destiny" that murdered Millions of Indigenous people...... think about almost every human mass atrocity, and you will see that these were not brought about by just a few evil men..... They were brought about by the masses
 that had given up their Integrity....
for Fear.

This country is Ripe for major astral manipulation right now, 
and is taking the bait, 
hook, line and sinker.

But here's the thing my wonderful friends,

It doesn't freakin matter.
All Hells breakin Loose,
The media will keep you informed,
in the Loop,
enmeshed in an astral shitstorm,
of no real Reality.

It's conjured to entrap you....

Don't let it.

As I said before, we are in a Unique time.

"Culminatores gotta Culminate"..
there absolutely is no other option for them,
and right now it is happening at hyper speed.
Desire and Fear are greatly amplified, as are the outward manifestations of these things. (The "All Hell Breaking Loose")

But we , you and I
have Culminated,
and to be ruled by Desire and Fear,
is now counter evolutionary for us.

All that "Crazy Stuff" has it's sacred place.
It is Helping all those souls Culminate....
and in so doing,
allowing "God" to Evolve.
Which bottom line is what Everything is all about. 
All of our separate expressions will make for Gods Culmination in this Yuga. 
We are All  The One Thing,

And all the "Craziness" really isn't our business 
we can approach it in Silence and Love.

I know it's difficult, 
we followed our fears and desires for an eternity, now it's all flip flopped and Love and aspiration rule us on our journey back around the Circle.....through everything we've, "Known and Been".
And going back down this road, created in Desire and Fear....we must now face all those things that had defined us (and the world of our definition), but not with the fear and desire that created them, but with Love and True Compassion. This clears them from the Path,
and we move towards greater Unity.

We are creating the World and our Future,
by our "attitude" of mind and heart today, in every moment.
If we hold that Unity, that All Pervasive Perfection in our hearts....it will come to pass for us. 
If we hold to the divisions created in Fear,
it will only bring us Hell.

We are coming to a time when we will literally choose between Heaven or Hell.
And that time is actually 

So, what's it going to be,
Fear and Division..
and an astral Shitstorm,

Or Peace within LOVE....
Unity. ???

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Question Everything you "Know"...Knowledge vs. Wisdom....Mind Control

They say a Little bit of Knowledge is a dangerous thing, 
well the truth is a lot of knowledge can be even more dangerous, 
especially these days.

Wisdom on the other hand has few drawbacks, 
aside from making those that have gained some,
 feel very isolated.
The difference between knowledge and wisdom 
is that knowledge is an accumulation of facts, 
gained through "education".
Wisdom is not gained by an accumulation of facts,
 but rather through experience.

A major difference is in how they are "stored" within us.

Think of records that you play on a record player, 
or magnetic tapes that record sound....
 Our knowledge is stored something like this.
Ideas are like certain frequencies....
they resonate a certain way in our brains, 
our thoughts and our conclusions from these thoughts
 are literally like recorded symphonies on magnetic tape
 or in the tiny bumps on a record..... 
Our thoughts are like songs that have been recorded from our "learning" and mapped in frequencies recorded in our brains.
Wisdom on the other hand is "stored" in our entire bodies although as soon as we think about it something like a reflection is also stored in our brains as well.   What's that term?....oh yeah, "muscle memory" is a good example of wisdom gained through experience.... 
But Wisdom is also what we gain through meditation and contemplation.....
When we come to understandings through contemplation, in order to translate what we learn (which is beyond words), into words for the purpose of explanation..... we create a mental reflection that is half knowledge and half wisdom.   It is not possible, well it is in very special circumstances, to impart Wisdom to another.  We can just make the best attempt not to embellish too much upon wisdom we gain, in our attempts to communicate it.
I have made a lifelong habit of not recording in my memory, what I gain in wisdom via contemplation and meditation.   I don't want it to be stored as factoids in my brain, I know (or have faith that) that if the situation arises, and a question is posed, I will simply access that via contemplation, anew.  It seems everything I store in memory....becomes distorted, and loses any power or in my estimation, validity.

Our Knowledge can be easily manipulated...our Wisdom can not.
This is because the knowledge stored as frequencies in our brain, is very shallow....it's roots are in mere blips of frequency so to speak. These "Blips" can be manipulated..... But Wisdom is stored beyond those frequencies in our brain, and even though ideas and concepts based in our Wisdom can be manipulated externally, the roots can not be touched. 
They are a holistic experience, 
not mere ideas and concepts
stored energetically with distinct frequencies. 
Wisdom that we gain is very hard to manipulate or destroy.

In earlier posts I talked about Mind Control 
and the various ways it can be accomplished, 
from merely making suggestions
 that interact with our knowledge
 to guide it in whatever direction the controllers desire, 
to actually manipulating it on an energetic level
 via frequency and resonance.

Our knowledge can be manipulated, our wisdom can not.

So, don't take what you know too seriously...

Those that are doing the "Controlling" don't want everyone thinking alike.....
 they want them divided, 
but pretty clearly divided.... 
so that the "Energetic Expressions" created by different groups,
 are fairly defined. 
 This makes the manipulation much easier. 
Places like Facebook let them know which "camps" you are part of...so they can more tightly 
"Tune you in".
This last election was such a hideous example.
  Evil vs. Ignorant.
No number of facts, no amount of proof could sway the supporters of these two choices that were rammed down our throats by the elite. 
Everyone was so deeply "Tuned In"
 and had lost control of their own ability to Discriminate.
 This I admit scared the crap out of me and for many months I have no longer spent any time on Facebook, but post remotely....I don't want to be "tuned in" and I can't bear to see those I care about losing their ..... connection with their Souls. 
The Manipulators were very successful and we now have a population that has become disconnected from their Souls, has lost their Integrity and has fallen in line with Camp A or Camp B, both being hazardous outcomes for the planet and human and animal life, and quality of life for the masses.  

So seek Wisdom,
 don't take what you "know" too seriously,
 it can be a trap.

The biggest impediment to Wisdom.....
is Knowledge,

 unless that knowledge has it's roots in Truth....
but unless you are in a Monastery in Tibet 
or some similar place, it doesn't.

The Description of Reality
 where the masses live 
has been defined for them to keep them enslaved. 
And even those who desperately seek the Truth, 
sadly do it via the Description
 because it's all they know,
 it's what their worlds are built upon.

The Description that enslaves us is built upon "knowledge" that has just enough truth to keep us sucked in. 
 We're all part of a huge cult.
 The Controllers have used the "Church" and "Governing Bodies" to keep us all tuned in to a Description based in lies which disconnects us from our very Souls and keeps us enslaved in a paradigm where no matter how hard we work, we never become Free and we willingly Pay to support them every step of the way.....
 you know, our "Civic duty" and all. 
 We can't even imagine any other option....
and when given a choice between Ignorant or Evil....
we get in line behind one or the other
convinced by the manipulation that
the Evil One is not Evil and
the Ignorant One is not Ignorant. 
So our task is to Free ourselves of the Description we have dwelled upon and called "Reality" for ages .
   This is done through Silence, 
through meditation and contemplation 
and through a Quiet True Discrimination. 

Saturday, March 11, 2017

The Truth about Communicable Disease, Virus's and Bacteria etc. (Part 1)

just for fun

This is a Huge Subject,
 I'm not sure where it will begin ...

If you have ever done any study of Virus's, 
just what is currently known,
 your mind is already blown.
 Do you know they don't know if Virus's are a living thing or not?
 Do you know virus's pick up little bits of DNA from every person they pass through, and drop off some..
the implications of this, begging deeper contemplation...
Virus's are basically tying mankind together. 
  This is mind boggling in itself, but the Truth is much greater. 

First I'll lay some groundwork.

To be Concise,
Virus's and Bacteria are 
Mass Karmic Manifestations.
We Created them. 

Now you could say that the first Law of Magic/ Creation is that
Manifestation Springs from an intense focus of
Intention (Will), Emotion, and Thought. 
Once again,
"Manifestation Springs from an intense focus of
Intention(Will), Emotion, and Thought. "

Keep this in mind...

Karma is basically the Law that states,
That which we create
via our 
Intention(Will), Emotion, and Thought
must eventually be undone.



There is no 
"Good or Bad Karma"
there is simply Karma,
the results of our Creating.
After all it is through this Creating
that we have defined ourselves
in the world of our Description.

All Karma must eventually be reconciled.

While we evolve towards "Culmination in Form",
that first part of all of our many lifetimes of evolution,
we virtually make ourselves with Karma.
And when we reach that Culmination,
We begin the "Return"process of removal
of all we have built ourselves upon.

Our Karma is Built within Duality,
it is Astral (emotional)
Etheric (vibrationally)
and Mental in Nature.
It is All self serving.

What folks might mistakenly refer to as 
"creating Good Karma"
is simply reconciling Karma.

But while we create Karma within Duality,
there is that which we consider,
Good and Bad...
That's the Nature of that duality.
That which is "Good" we seek..
And that which we define as "Bad"
We Reject,
we run from it, we hide, we bury we 
stuff it.

Now in a previous post
I talked about how some of our Cords are energetically similar.
Our perceptions are shared,
 we have made Agreements as a Race, 
as Nations, as Cultural Groups, Religions etc.
Every cord has a particular Resonance...
and it is via our cords that we have Defined
our Perception of the World. 
We literally Create the World via our Cords and Agreements.

Our cords are Astral, Etheric and Mental 
in Nature.

Ringing any bells? 

"Our Karma is Built within Duality,
it is Astral (emotional)
Etheric (vibrationally)
and Mental in Nature.
It is All self serving."

How we perceive the world
The world of our Perception
 is Projected via our cords,
and built upon our Karma.

The Cords of Man
define us individually and in Groups.

The Cords of God, 
or the cord of God
Unite us in One thing.

That which divides
is contrary to "The Web,"
That Creation of the Cord of God
which is our Unity,
our Truest Truth.
Where Perfect Balance Exists.
Yet the Web builds itself upon them.

The World of our Perception and Creation,
the One we have built upon via the Cords of Man,
is not balanced, is not Unified, is not a cohesive unit.

The world of a Christian,
is literally not the same as the world of a Muslim.
Both are simply Karmic Agreements.
Neither more "Right or Wrong".


There is something I feel I should interject here.

It has to do with "Groups"
and Evolution.
We are all bound to a "Group"
a certain lineage of allied souls.
This isn't exactly by choice ...
Think for a moment of a human Body.
It begins very simply,
very simple cells dividing.
But then some of those cells form arms, 
or legs,
 or organs or a brain. etc.
Very different things with different purposes and functions.
You could say there is a specific cell lineage for a brain, 
and one for an arm, etc.
Well all of Creation is like this,
you can call that quality of differentiation
"free will".
But here is the thing,
a leg is not and arm,
a brain is not a spleen.
They are all connected within the body,
none are "wrong",
they have simply split off in their own unique ways
and have their own expressions to make.

We don't choose if we are an arm or a leg, 
it's just how it is,
this is what makes the Whole...


Now as I mentioned we make Agreements.
These agreements have a certain Resonance,
a certain  Mental/Etheric/Astral Colour.

Now the Cord of God is unlike the cords of Man,
it is Unity,
 and not built of astral/etheric/mental matter.
It is not Dualistic and you could say it's qualities are
Love and Unity.

Everything we have Created via Duality is by it's nature
based in Desire and Fear
our perceptions of "Good and Bad"
and the children of these things like,
hatred, greed, lust, avarice etc.

Now remember where I said,
"Virus's and Bacteria are 
Mass Karmic Manifestations.
We Created them. "


"Manifestation Springs from an intense focus of
Intention(Will), Emotion, and Thought. "

Now what do you suppose manifests when masses 
of souls come to an Common Agreement
that is based in Hatred or Fear ?

Poof !!!

A little seed forms in matter....

A Virus is born..

A product of mass Karma forms..

And begins a life of it's own.

This is the "Magical Process"

All creations must evolve
and all that evolution is Circular.

We grow towards culmination by Collection that definition of ourselves from the world around us,
so does a Virus....it collects it from everything it passes through,
while dropping off little pieces of the self it has collected.

Those nasty buggers that are trying to Create Virus's for nefarious purposes, have had a lot of difficulty with this because those pesky things rapidly change form...they evolve very quickly.

We literally create the Diseases that plague us,
through our Divisive Agreements.

Those divisive agreements are fed by some
for their own ends.

We Create and "Catch" viruses because of Resonance.
Agreements are very defined Resonances;
cords that have a unique vibration all to themselves.

The Law of Magnetism,
a major Law "here" 
and also in other realms (the "death" state"),
brings to us that which we resonate at
 or have cords that resonate with.

Our long evolution has built within us many 
cords of different Colours (vibration/resonances).
And many Agreements.

Some of these agreements are at the heart of
the diseases that plague us.

The first step to eliminating our reactions to these virus's,
is to root out that which within us is Divisive,
is not based in Love, 
but rather Fear, hatred, etc.

There is no vaccination for the cause any Virus,
in fact vaccinations are of like kind to our
never ending process of trying to
hide that which is painful in our lives,
and seek only that which is not.
That which we stuff,
only festers
and creates greater problems later on.

Vaccinations might hide a symptom, 
but they allow for a festering
that will eventually create much greater problems.

Vaccinations are putting a sock over a leg with Gangrene,
and pretending it's not there.

Top of one side of a door I carved

Wednesday, March 8, 2017

The Question of "New Souls" within the "Quickening" and Some Very Good News

Just as we as individual souls have a Limit to the space we fill within Creation, a limit to that Unique Separate Expression that Defines the Cell that we are within the body of "It All", so does "It All" have a limit in each turn of it's multi million year life.
Once that limit is reached what had been a virtually unlimited expansion, suddenly hits the wall, and the expansion is all internal. This, within "It All" is what I call, "God Reaching Critical Mass" and one of the main symptoms is "The Quickening".
And as I have seen this Mystically, the souls within "It All" that are nearest the Center (the oldest) and the ones that have culminated then return to Source, Merge in the Center as One in what I call the "Spiritual Sun". And as more souls come to merge that Spiritual Sun Expands, creating the pressure, the power behind the Quickening.  This I have "seen" very clearly.
But what I assumed was that the new souls, on the periphery would be forced to expand back within the matrix of the Web, causing a pressure from the outside.  This was an assumption that I realize needs further contemplation.
As above so below....always, so let us contemplate the Below.
In human evolution as I have "seen" it a cell is projected in the matrix of the Web and this cell begins to fill, to actually darken, to become denser in matter, once that cell is filled (culmination), the expansion within ceases, and the matter begins to dissipate into "Light" (as our judgments based in duality are reconciled). So this tells me that my assumption that new souls continue to be born and that this created a pressure from the outside, I believe has no merit. I mean what would it be like...the new soul would come in under pressure, and limited. We'd be in for some kind of Zombie apocalypse, with mutants coming into existence at an exponential rate. I no longer see this to be the case. (although we will see many "mutants" coming in due to all the CRAP that has been put into our energetic fields via vaccinations, chemical pollutants, most modern medicine, etc, ets, etc.) It seems that the generation of new souls has ceased, and this makes total sense. So what we are experiencing in this Quickening is the pressure of the Spiritual Sun Expanding. On one level this is very good news.
We here, you reading this blog and me and so many others "out there" are heading towards Unity, towards merging with the Spiritual Sun, the Oneness that will be the root seed of the New Creation, the New Incarnation of God so to speak. So we can at least stop worrying about a bunch of new self seeking duality based souls coming in and adding fuel to the crazy ass astral shitstorm that we are in the midst of due to all the souls culminating at hyper speed. Good news, once they fill their spots, they will begin to Lighten Up.
In the mean time we have to do our best not to try and add and fuel to the astral shitstorm.
They gotta do what they gotta do so they can finish with themselves, and we have to disconnect from the Astral Nature of it all and lovingly attempt to minimize the damage done.
Not all that easy really....but in this particular time VERY VERY IMPORTANT. The only way we can keep from being manipulated is if we cease participating in the astral nature of it....by removing our emotion from it and replacing that with Love. 

The Cords of Man and the Cords of "God", Magic and Mind Control

Okay, WOW...YIKES, I'm going to talk about something kind of very Magical Now.
Some of you will remember our discussions when I had that nice forum ,"The Light Behind the Shadows" on Facebook, before they totally thrashed that into a non- workable place. I just did a search on Facebook and it's still there, but it is a "Secret" group and I can't figure out how to change it, besides it's linear form made it virtually useless. But you can try and check it out if you want through the link here.
Anyway I had not even thought about this subject in years, then this morning it hit me.....to a whole new level. And I got a peek at some mind blowing things on the subject which I will dive further into here.....But YIKES!!!.
If I tell you straight up front why this is an important subject now will probably freak you out, so I'm going to break it to you slowly.
So I found a couple old references here that you might want to read to get some background and to expand on a subject that is going to go to a whole new level here. Here are those links: cords-of-man-and-cords-of-god.html
and cords-of-man-and-god-equation-for freedom
So far I've just had a peak at the new information and why it's so important that I bring this subject out now....but we'll follow that thread together in a bit, after I give you some basics.
The picture above is of a Teacher of mine that I've only seen twice in this life in a physical body..once when I was 8 or so and then again when I was in my early 20's.. and that meeting was intense and very magical. You can read about her here:coming-out-of-scary-weirdness-closet. and that encounter in the first chapter and I think the 7th talks about this magical meeting She was demonstrating to me the Cords by using them to Fly....very intense.
But here are some basics.
The "Cords of God":  This is "the Web" of Life that you will perceive if you ever get the occasion to sit on the outer edge of Creation looking back in at it.  This was the experience that changed my life in 1970 when I was this nerdy "normal" guy one moment sitting on a mountaintop, and the next I was having an experience/vision so intense that everything for me changed.
 And what is seen from that vantage point is this Giant Golden expanding Web, where everything is connected by this golden cord. That I call the Cords of God (being kind of a misnomer because although it looks like cords it is actually just one single continuous cord.) We are all connected via this Web to everything else in Creation. I'm not going to address the Cords of God much today because my concern lies with the Cords of Man".  These cords enter in our belly region, they are astral/etheric in nature and connect us to the world of our perception. Normally we can't see these, although I think the only reason science hasn't been able to do so is because they aren't looking, or don't know how to. But anyway, hmmmm, I may not be able to access the info now, might need to return tonight. I'm going to spend the day with my son who will be waking soon full of enthusiasm and ready for his Dad's total attention, and this sort of puts a time constraint on me that makes "connecting" to something so vast a little more difficult..... I'll try though:
The cords of Man are of our individual and group creation, they are cords that connect us to our "perception", to our description of the world. They are built of astral, mental and etheric material and they maintain us within our description. The also receive some of their "fuel" from the cords of God, as everything does.
As there is a Web of Life or God (dang that word is hard to use with all the crazy stuff that's been attached to it) , and there is a Web of Man. You can read about these more to get the basics in the links I shared, but that time constraint I'm working under wants me to get to the point of the day.
Now these cords projecting from our umbilical region connect to the world as we have JUDGED it into being, they create this external web that holds us firmly within our description....but the News of the Day is that that very same Web is reflected within our bodies. "As above so Below". But unlike the Cords of God (being one continuous cord) they are a bundle of many cords. And each of these cords has a certain resonance, a certain mystical Colour...a very specific vibration.  These are the cords that dictate our experience when we "die"....where we travel to in that realm...what we draw to ourselves. They also push and pull us through the world of our experience . As we move through the world they are like whips extending invisibly from our belly's, attaching to the things we perceive, pushing and pulling things towards or away from us. Butterflies in our stomach when we are unsure of things are one physical manifestation that remind us they are there. When people are "attracted" to each other it is because they have connected resonant cords that are harmonious. blah blah blah blah.
 OK, here's the deal. Humans are very easily controlled via these cords. What one might call a Black Magician (as many of those currently controlling governments are) can use these cords to control the masses.   I mean, they are of an astral nature, so simply on one level they can use peoples emotions against them, this is what the controlled media does..... I mean we all pretty much know this, but I'm afraid it goes way beyond that.
When I was young I was used by the Government in some mind control experiments.  My Mom and Dad both worked for some very nefarious agencies and I was volunteered as a guinea pig.  WOW! the capabilities back then were beyond belief, I can't even imagine the level it has been taken to....(until I see the actions of the populace in the past 20 or so years)...Totally acting out of Integrity with their souls.
So the whole "mind Control" thing as I knew it had to do with the fact that it was discovered that specific thoughts and emotions had very specific "energetic signatures"....  now I see that this was the very specific resonance of the different cords of man.  We all have this very personal description, but it overlaps with the description of everybody else. Public Education ( I mean indoctrination), the media, social and cultural groups all work together to "Tune" those cords, to define them and create agreements that have an astral/etheric/mental definition. In the late 60's there was a "machine" that could decipher these "energetic signatures". The cords of Man were mapped and defined. These signatures could now be energetically replicated.
We live in an energetic soup my friends, with Wi Fi, RF signals, all kinds of Crap surround us now that has zero existence in a Primal World.  It was discovered in the late 60's that people could be manipulated via the resonance of their cords, once the specific "energetic signatures" of things (specific thoughts and emotions) was determined.  HOLY CRAP.
Now the "roots" of these cords of man and of our individual webs are within our bodies. Our disease and Dis Ease in the world and ourselves are tied to these cords with lifetimes deep roots.

And the scary reality is we can be made to think and feel and do very specific things via our cords. (many of the "Mass Shootings created to further political constraints were the product of this.)

OK, I hear movement upstairs so better go start breakfast for the Fam. I'm going to publish this but will continue the subject later, in this same post, so if you have read this, you can come back later for more...

Next morning: Let's consider these cords further,
So what do we do in order not to be controlled?

Well here we go down another scary rabbit hole.
We all know about those Chemtrails...and ..HAARP, and most have caught on to the nastiness about Vaccinations......
We are led to believe, (even by those who have perpetrated them upon us)....different ideas about their purpose..... toxic metals destroying our health etc., and on one level this is true, BUT it's all a Smokescreen to keep us from putting together the Truth about it.
And here it is:
You know how I said how thoughts and emotions have very distinct "energetic signatures"...well, these can be replicated on many levels, chemical, Radio Frequencies and even through very precise blending of colors presented to our eyes. So certain chemical blends can be made to elicit certain thoughts and reactions. (Don't eat those freakin Doritos man, he he, but NO, seriously)... Those same reactions can be generated with Radio Frequencies (via HAARP and wi fi etc.)...they can be nicely blended in those toxic cocktails they are making mandatory and pretending that you need to keep safe from the diseases they are fabricating in labs these days (but having difficulty with since they are actually clueless about what Virus's are and how they work, luckily).
Metals in the Chemtrails act as antennas in the body making us easy targets for the HAARP, and also blended to replicate certain things (Fear reactions for one), but even very specifically right down to certain thoughts.   It goes on and on and zillions of your tax dollars are funding this assault against humanity designed to keep us all under control and being the nice little cash cows for the elite that control all of this. OH, and don't forget the water supply.
Here's the deal: The manufactured "food" supply, the air you breathe, the water you probably drink, the WiFi and radio signals that permeate almost every corner of the planet..... can all be, and are, "Tuned" in ways to resonate with certain "cords of Man" in order to keep humanity complicit in the elites Game, a game designed for their profit and for the amplification of their power.
So now you have some idea of where to start to regain control.
Know where your food comes from and only eat organic real food, stay away from anything "processed", don't drink city water, stay inside or wear a freakin mask if you have to when the planes are dumping their Chemtrails. And just to clarify the hypnotism that the chemtrails are contrails .....They aren't...
....it's not a whole bunch of planes leaving normal vapor trails taking folks to nice family reunions and on business trips, it's a few going back and forth. There are ZERO airlines that fly their planes in huge circles and back and forth all day wasting very expensive fuel just to fly in circles. Those planes go from point A to point B.  We've seen the Chemtrail planes go way back in underpopulated areas, and turn around and head back and do it again.  Get yourself on a really high mountain and watch them sometime.
DO NOT VACCINATE, for this and a lot of other reasons.
I would Not Watch Mainstream TV, half time commercials for example in major sports events can have their Colors blended perfectly to elicit certain responses. HI DEF..., look Out People. Don't ever drink City Water, filter your water even if it's from a deep well. Keep as far away from mainstream medicine as possible.
These are just some of the basic first steps.
But the most important and difficult thing is for us to deal with our own Cords, with that which resonates with what is being put out there.
If there is no prejudice within you, they can not "strike that cord".  If we consciously make the effort NOT TO RESPOND OUT OF FEAR, all their attempts to control us via them will be subverted.
This is probably the biggest one and I guess my suggestion would be, whenever you feel yourself acting out of fear, Love, and apply your discrimination to see if there is really any immediate threat you need to respond to, 99.9% of the time there will not be.
You are being Manipulated.
Nobody in their right heart and mind would ever vote or promote the evil Hillary, or the Ignorant puppet of folks like Hillary, Donald Trump ...who is now your president. This would never ever happen in the Real World..... it was all manipulation and some of you should consider how you reacted to what I just said.... going on Defense of your Fear Based Choice.   That choice you made was not made in your heart....it was manipulated into you, using your own cords against you..... So if you did respond in defense of your choice for either of these two that were given to you by the elite....start there, that is the beginning for you...the root to be rooted out.  You were manipulated by your fears...... replace those fears for Love of what you fear and you will be taking the first step in Freeing yourself.  
It's not easy is it?
Freedom from Tyranny never is.

Tuesday, March 7, 2017

This Quickening is Killing Me

Most of what I write,
 is my soul talking to me,
 reiterating things I need to remember.
 This "Quickening" is killing me,
 My souls nature is Light and Airy and Fiery, 
yet I'm turning to stone here, 
solid and heavy. 
In fact I've just recently had a fairly huge stone form on my chest, on a spot where I was once shot and killed...it was some weird form of Cancer, growing fast....made of Keratin, like hard fingernails in a perfect circle as big as a 45 caliber exit wound and standing out a good quarter inch. 
I had it Cut Out,
 but it's roots are still there, 
lifetimes deep.
And I created it, just like I have the pain in my spine opposite it, that has needed adjustment since I was a young man....  I created these things, and the pain I've had inside my chest since I was a teen, acid reflux on the same direct line that bullet took. 
 We store Traumas in our astral bodies,
 they reflect into our etheric bodies, 
and eventually manifest in our physical bodies
and we can carry them for Lifetimes. 
They are built upon Dualistic Judgments. 

I slit a mans throat once, 
a couple lifetimes ago..... 
He was with the soldiers that were murdering my clan. 
 I was very psychic then, 
I saw his family, his kids when I killed him,
 I also saw how he was not in Integrity with his soul, 
but was acting against it...... 
as I was when I slit his throat. 
And I can try to mentalize my way out of my ..... guilt....
but I refuse to let it Be.
  Just like another instance in another life that I still cling to,
 even though it harms me in this one.  
Some folks might say that I need to forgive myself...and him, 
but here's the thing about that.
 Forgiveness, for those who have culminated.....
is a Crock,
 it is actually counterproductive...
It is what "the Church", that champion of Duality would propose. Forgiveness can only exist alongside Judgement based in duality.... When there is forgiveness there is always an assumed "Wrong". 
Once our direction changes and our goal becomes Unity, rather than a Unique Separate Expression, we can no longer play by duality's rules...
Our Judgments of Wrong and Right must be replaced by a simple and clear perception of the Truth of things....and the Truth of things is Never defined within duality....
that is just opinion, just descriptions..... 
To forgive we are maintaining a duality rather than cultivating a clear perception. 
 So I don't need to Forgive myself or Him, 
I simply need to allow it to be what it is beyond the dualistic description. 
 But I refuse to do that...


There is this very counterproductive quirk of my nature, I've had it as long as I can remember.  

And these days, and this past election brought so loudly to my consciousness the lack of Integrity that has gripped the masses. 
People making choices and focusing the Power of their Intentions towards things that their souls are not in agreement with...  
This lack of Integrity, 
which I have been guilty of, 
especially in those two past life situations that I refuse to let go..... is at the heart of so much of mankind's suffering.
 And the Karma and future disease created by this lack of integrity.....
I feel like I need to take some responsibility for, 
because as I look around at all these masses of folks that don't even realize what they have done.....and the Karma that that lack of integrity has created for all mankind....
I feel like ,
"Damn, somebody has to take responsibility for it"
...and for some crazy ass reason I've always felt the need to do that. Like it's my freakin job.
  Where did I get that idea? 
 It does not serve me well. 
So here we are in this Quickening, and those of us that have changed direction are facing our Karma hard core....and I hate to tell you this but there is some very nasty stuff coming up because of the lack of integrity that has sort of been forced upon people via a fear generated for precisely that purpose. 
You know I guess what really hurt me to my core in this last election and some of the other forced choices I've seen across the globe, where folks followed Fear and employed their Intention in a misguided attempt to protect themselves from that fear. That mass employment of Fear Based Intention WILL manifest Disease and Dis Ease of epic proportions, but what hurt me to my core was seeing so many folks who had changed direction, who were on the path to Unity, partaking of this....being tricked into halting their evolution....and I was seeing this on a mass scale. 
You know I've said before that Good and Evil are mostly just Judgments based in duality, but the one and only True Evil, is that which halts evolution. 
And remember that the first part of our evolution is one into deeper darkness...... that path which the Church has defined as Bad or Evil, and by so doing has perpetrated upon many poor souls actions and dictates that do not allow for Natural Evolution, thereby making the Church really one of the main instigators of True Evil.
So what do I have to do to release myself from this Karma that I cling to ?

And my soul answers, "just make the decision." 

And the rest of my being answers,

"Then who will take responsibility for it,

innocent children dying from new awful diseases?"


"It is what it is" my soul answers.

"And what it is Sucks," I reply.

I don't think I'm making any progress here....

Maybe I'll do better in the Dreamtime. 


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