Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Question Everything you "Know"...Knowledge vs. Wisdom....Mind Control

They say a Little bit of Knowledge is a dangerous thing, 
well the truth is a lot of knowledge can be even more dangerous, 
especially these days.

Wisdom on the other hand has few drawbacks, 
aside from making those that have gained some,
 feel very isolated.
The difference between knowledge and wisdom 
is that knowledge is an accumulation of facts, 
gained through "education".
Wisdom is not gained by an accumulation of facts,
 but rather through experience.

A major difference is in how they are "stored" within us.

Think of records that you play on a record player, 
or magnetic tapes that record sound....
 Our knowledge is stored something like this.
Ideas are like certain frequencies....
they resonate a certain way in our brains, 
our thoughts and our conclusions from these thoughts
 are literally like recorded symphonies on magnetic tape
 or in the tiny bumps on a record..... 
Our thoughts are like songs that have been recorded from our "learning" and mapped in frequencies recorded in our brains.
Wisdom on the other hand is "stored" in our entire bodies although as soon as we think about it something like a reflection is also stored in our brains as well.   What's that term?....oh yeah, "muscle memory" is a good example of wisdom gained through experience.... 
But Wisdom is also what we gain through meditation and contemplation.....
When we come to understandings through contemplation, in order to translate what we learn (which is beyond words), into words for the purpose of explanation..... we create a mental reflection that is half knowledge and half wisdom.   It is not possible, well it is in very special circumstances, to impart Wisdom to another.  We can just make the best attempt not to embellish too much upon wisdom we gain, in our attempts to communicate it.
I have made a lifelong habit of not recording in my memory, what I gain in wisdom via contemplation and meditation.   I don't want it to be stored as factoids in my brain, I know (or have faith that) that if the situation arises, and a question is posed, I will simply access that via contemplation, anew.  It seems everything I store in memory....becomes distorted, and loses any power or in my estimation, validity.

Our Knowledge can be easily manipulated...our Wisdom can not.
This is because the knowledge stored as frequencies in our brain, is very shallow....it's roots are in mere blips of frequency so to speak. These "Blips" can be manipulated..... But Wisdom is stored beyond those frequencies in our brain, and even though ideas and concepts based in our Wisdom can be manipulated externally, the roots can not be touched. 
They are a holistic experience, 
not mere ideas and concepts
stored energetically with distinct frequencies. 
Wisdom that we gain is very hard to manipulate or destroy.

In earlier posts I talked about Mind Control 
and the various ways it can be accomplished, 
from merely making suggestions
 that interact with our knowledge
 to guide it in whatever direction the controllers desire, 
to actually manipulating it on an energetic level
 via frequency and resonance.

Our knowledge can be manipulated, our wisdom can not.

So, don't take what you know too seriously...

Those that are doing the "Controlling" don't want everyone thinking alike.....
 they want them divided, 
but pretty clearly divided.... 
so that the "Energetic Expressions" created by different groups,
 are fairly defined. 
 This makes the manipulation much easier. 
Places like Facebook let them know which "camps" you are part of...so they can more tightly 
"Tune you in".
This last election was such a hideous example.
  Evil vs. Ignorant.
No number of facts, no amount of proof could sway the supporters of these two choices that were rammed down our throats by the elite. 
Everyone was so deeply "Tuned In"
 and had lost control of their own ability to Discriminate.
 This I admit scared the crap out of me and for many months I have no longer spent any time on Facebook, but post remotely....I don't want to be "tuned in" and I can't bear to see those I care about losing their ..... connection with their Souls. 
The Manipulators were very successful and we now have a population that has become disconnected from their Souls, has lost their Integrity and has fallen in line with Camp A or Camp B, both being hazardous outcomes for the planet and human and animal life, and quality of life for the masses.  

So seek Wisdom,
 don't take what you "know" too seriously,
 it can be a trap.

The biggest impediment to Wisdom.....
is Knowledge,

 unless that knowledge has it's roots in Truth....
but unless you are in a Monastery in Tibet 
or some similar place, it doesn't.

The Description of Reality
 where the masses live 
has been defined for them to keep them enslaved. 
And even those who desperately seek the Truth, 
sadly do it via the Description
 because it's all they know,
 it's what their worlds are built upon.

The Description that enslaves us is built upon "knowledge" that has just enough truth to keep us sucked in. 
 We're all part of a huge cult.
 The Controllers have used the "Church" and "Governing Bodies" to keep us all tuned in to a Description based in lies which disconnects us from our very Souls and keeps us enslaved in a paradigm where no matter how hard we work, we never become Free and we willingly Pay to support them every step of the way.....
 you know, our "Civic duty" and all. 
 We can't even imagine any other option....
and when given a choice between Ignorant or Evil....
we get in line behind one or the other
convinced by the manipulation that
the Evil One is not Evil and
the Ignorant One is not Ignorant. 
So our task is to Free ourselves of the Description we have dwelled upon and called "Reality" for ages .
   This is done through Silence, 
through meditation and contemplation 
and through a Quiet True Discrimination. 

Saturday, March 11, 2017

The Truth about Communicable Disease, Virus's and Bacteria etc. (Part 1)

just for fun

This is a Huge Subject,
 I'm not sure where it will begin ...

If you have ever done any study of Virus's, 
just what is currently known,
 your mind is already blown.
 Do you know they don't know if Virus's are a living thing or not?
 Do you know virus's pick up little bits of DNA from every person they pass through, and drop off some..
the implications of this, begging deeper contemplation...
Virus's are basically tying mankind together. 
  This is mind boggling in itself, but the Truth is much greater. 

First I'll lay some groundwork.

To be Concise,
Virus's and Bacteria are 
Mass Karmic Manifestations.
We Created them. 

Now you could say that the first Law of Magic/ Creation is that
Manifestation Springs from an intense focus of
Intention (Will), Emotion, and Thought. 
Once again,
"Manifestation Springs from an intense focus of
Intention(Will), Emotion, and Thought. "

Keep this in mind...

Karma is basically the Law that states,
That which we create
via our 
Intention(Will), Emotion, and Thought
must eventually be undone.



There is no 
"Good or Bad Karma"
there is simply Karma,
the results of our Creating.
After all it is through this Creating
that we have defined ourselves
in the world of our Description.

All Karma must eventually be reconciled.

While we evolve towards "Culmination in Form",
that first part of all of our many lifetimes of evolution,
we virtually make ourselves with Karma.
And when we reach that Culmination,
We begin the "Return"process of removal
of all we have built ourselves upon.

Our Karma is Built within Duality,
it is Astral (emotional)
Etheric (vibrationally)
and Mental in Nature.
It is All self serving.

What folks might mistakenly refer to as 
"creating Good Karma"
is simply reconciling Karma.

But while we create Karma within Duality,
there is that which we consider,
Good and Bad...
That's the Nature of that duality.
That which is "Good" we seek..
And that which we define as "Bad"
We Reject,
we run from it, we hide, we bury we 
stuff it.

Now in a previous post
I talked about how some of our Cords are energetically similar.
Our perceptions are shared,
 we have made Agreements as a Race, 
as Nations, as Cultural Groups, Religions etc.
Every cord has a particular Resonance...
and it is via our cords that we have Defined
our Perception of the World. 
We literally Create the World via our Cords and Agreements.

Our cords are Astral, Etheric and Mental 
in Nature.

Ringing any bells? 

"Our Karma is Built within Duality,
it is Astral (emotional)
Etheric (vibrationally)
and Mental in Nature.
It is All self serving."

How we perceive the world
The world of our Perception
 is Projected via our cords,
and built upon our Karma.

The Cords of Man
define us individually and in Groups.

The Cords of God, 
or the cord of God
Unite us in One thing.

That which divides
is contrary to "The Web,"
That Creation of the Cord of God
which is our Unity,
our Truest Truth.
Where Perfect Balance Exists.
Yet the Web builds itself upon them.

The World of our Perception and Creation,
the One we have built upon via the Cords of Man,
is not balanced, is not Unified, is not a cohesive unit.

The world of a Christian,
is literally not the same as the world of a Muslim.
Both are simply Karmic Agreements.
Neither more "Right or Wrong".


There is something I feel I should interject here.

It has to do with "Groups"
and Evolution.
We are all bound to a "Group"
a certain lineage of allied souls.
This isn't exactly by choice ...
Think for a moment of a human Body.
It begins very simply,
very simple cells dividing.
But then some of those cells form arms, 
or legs,
 or organs or a brain. etc.
Very different things with different purposes and functions.
You could say there is a specific cell lineage for a brain, 
and one for an arm, etc.
Well all of Creation is like this,
you can call that quality of differentiation
"free will".
But here is the thing,
a leg is not and arm,
a brain is not a spleen.
They are all connected within the body,
none are "wrong",
they have simply split off in their own unique ways
and have their own expressions to make.

We don't choose if we are an arm or a leg, 
it's just how it is,
this is what makes the Whole...


Now as I mentioned we make Agreements.
These agreements have a certain Resonance,
a certain  Mental/Etheric/Astral Colour.

Now the Cord of God is unlike the cords of Man,
it is Unity,
 and not built of astral/etheric/mental matter.
It is not Dualistic and you could say it's qualities are
Love and Unity.

Everything we have Created via Duality is by it's nature
based in Desire and Fear
our perceptions of "Good and Bad"
and the children of these things like,
hatred, greed, lust, avarice etc.

Now remember where I said,
"Virus's and Bacteria are 
Mass Karmic Manifestations.
We Created them. "


"Manifestation Springs from an intense focus of
Intention(Will), Emotion, and Thought. "

Now what do you suppose manifests when masses 
of souls come to an Common Agreement
that is based in Hatred or Fear ?

Poof !!!

A little seed forms in matter....

A Virus is born..

A product of mass Karma forms..

And begins a life of it's own.

This is the "Magical Process"

All creations must evolve
and all that evolution is Circular.

We grow towards culmination by Collection that definition of ourselves from the world around us,
so does a Virus....it collects it from everything it passes through,
while dropping off little pieces of the self it has collected.

Those nasty buggers that are trying to Create Virus's for nefarious purposes, have had a lot of difficulty with this because those pesky things rapidly change form...they evolve very quickly.

We literally create the Diseases that plague us,
through our Divisive Agreements.

Those divisive agreements are fed by some
for their own ends.

We Create and "Catch" viruses because of Resonance.
Agreements are very defined Resonances;
cords that have a unique vibration all to themselves.

The Law of Magnetism,
a major Law "here" 
and also in other realms (the "death" state"),
brings to us that which we resonate at
 or have cords that resonate with.

Our long evolution has built within us many 
cords of different Colours (vibration/resonances).
And many Agreements.

Some of these agreements are at the heart of
the diseases that plague us.

The first step to eliminating our reactions to these virus's,
is to root out that which within us is Divisive,
is not based in Love, 
but rather Fear, hatred, etc.

There is no vaccination for the cause any Virus,
in fact vaccinations are of like kind to our
never ending process of trying to
hide that which is painful in our lives,
and seek only that which is not.
That which we stuff,
only festers
and creates greater problems later on.

Vaccinations might hide a symptom, 
but they allow for a festering
that will eventually create much greater problems.

Vaccinations are putting a sock over a leg with Gangrene,
and pretending it's not there.

Top of one side of a door I carved

Wednesday, March 8, 2017

The Question of "New Souls" within the "Quickening" and Some Very Good News

Just as we as individual souls have a Limit to the space we fill within Creation, a limit to that Unique Separate Expression that Defines the Cell that we are within the body of "It All", so does "It All" have a limit in each turn of it's multi million year life.
Once that limit is reached what had been a virtually unlimited expansion, suddenly hits the wall, and the expansion is all internal. This, within "It All" is what I call, "God Reaching Critical Mass" and one of the main symptoms is "The Quickening".
And as I have seen this Mystically, the souls within "It All" that are nearest the Center (the oldest) and the ones that have culminated then return to Source, Merge in the Center as One in what I call the "Spiritual Sun". And as more souls come to merge that Spiritual Sun Expands, creating the pressure, the power behind the Quickening.  This I have "seen" very clearly.
But what I assumed was that the new souls, on the periphery would be forced to expand back within the matrix of the Web, causing a pressure from the outside.  This was an assumption that I realize needs further contemplation.
As above so below....always, so let us contemplate the Below.
In human evolution as I have "seen" it a cell is projected in the matrix of the Web and this cell begins to fill, to actually darken, to become denser in matter, once that cell is filled (culmination), the expansion within ceases, and the matter begins to dissipate into "Light" (as our judgments based in duality are reconciled). So this tells me that my assumption that new souls continue to be born and that this created a pressure from the outside, I believe has no merit. I mean what would it be like...the new soul would come in under pressure, and limited. We'd be in for some kind of Zombie apocalypse, with mutants coming into existence at an exponential rate. I no longer see this to be the case. (although we will see many "mutants" coming in due to all the CRAP that has been put into our energetic fields via vaccinations, chemical pollutants, most modern medicine, etc, ets, etc.) It seems that the generation of new souls has ceased, and this makes total sense. So what we are experiencing in this Quickening is the pressure of the Spiritual Sun Expanding. On one level this is very good news.
We here, you reading this blog and me and so many others "out there" are heading towards Unity, towards merging with the Spiritual Sun, the Oneness that will be the root seed of the New Creation, the New Incarnation of God so to speak. So we can at least stop worrying about a bunch of new self seeking duality based souls coming in and adding fuel to the crazy ass astral shitstorm that we are in the midst of due to all the souls culminating at hyper speed. Good news, once they fill their spots, they will begin to Lighten Up.
In the mean time we have to do our best not to try and add and fuel to the astral shitstorm.
They gotta do what they gotta do so they can finish with themselves, and we have to disconnect from the Astral Nature of it all and lovingly attempt to minimize the damage done.
Not all that easy really....but in this particular time VERY VERY IMPORTANT. The only way we can keep from being manipulated is if we cease participating in the astral nature of it....by removing our emotion from it and replacing that with Love. 

The Cords of Man and the Cords of "God", Magic and Mind Control

Okay, WOW...YIKES, I'm going to talk about something kind of very Magical Now.
Some of you will remember our discussions when I had that nice forum ,"The Light Behind the Shadows" on Facebook, before they totally thrashed that into a non- workable place. I just did a search on Facebook and it's still there, but it is a "Secret" group and I can't figure out how to change it, besides it's linear form made it virtually useless. But you can try and check it out if you want through the link here.
Anyway I had not even thought about this subject in years, then this morning it hit me.....to a whole new level. And I got a peek at some mind blowing things on the subject which I will dive further into here.....But YIKES!!!.
If I tell you straight up front why this is an important subject now will probably freak you out, so I'm going to break it to you slowly.
So I found a couple old references here that you might want to read to get some background and to expand on a subject that is going to go to a whole new level here. Here are those links: cords-of-man-and-cords-of-god.html
and cords-of-man-and-god-equation-for freedom
So far I've just had a peak at the new information and why it's so important that I bring this subject out now....but we'll follow that thread together in a bit, after I give you some basics.
The picture above is of a Teacher of mine that I've only seen twice in this life in a physical body..once when I was 8 or so and then again when I was in my early 20's.. and that meeting was intense and very magical. You can read about her here:coming-out-of-scary-weirdness-closet. and that encounter in the first chapter and I think the 7th talks about this magical meeting She was demonstrating to me the Cords by using them to Fly....very intense.
But here are some basics.
The "Cords of God":  This is "the Web" of Life that you will perceive if you ever get the occasion to sit on the outer edge of Creation looking back in at it.  This was the experience that changed my life in 1970 when I was this nerdy "normal" guy one moment sitting on a mountaintop, and the next I was having an experience/vision so intense that everything for me changed.
 And what is seen from that vantage point is this Giant Golden expanding Web, where everything is connected by this golden cord. That I call the Cords of God (being kind of a misnomer because although it looks like cords it is actually just one single continuous cord.) We are all connected via this Web to everything else in Creation. I'm not going to address the Cords of God much today because my concern lies with the Cords of Man".  These cords enter in our belly region, they are astral/etheric in nature and connect us to the world of our perception. Normally we can't see these, although I think the only reason science hasn't been able to do so is because they aren't looking, or don't know how to. But anyway, hmmmm, I may not be able to access the info now, might need to return tonight. I'm going to spend the day with my son who will be waking soon full of enthusiasm and ready for his Dad's total attention, and this sort of puts a time constraint on me that makes "connecting" to something so vast a little more difficult..... I'll try though:
The cords of Man are of our individual and group creation, they are cords that connect us to our "perception", to our description of the world. They are built of astral, mental and etheric material and they maintain us within our description. The also receive some of their "fuel" from the cords of God, as everything does.
As there is a Web of Life or God (dang that word is hard to use with all the crazy stuff that's been attached to it) , and there is a Web of Man. You can read about these more to get the basics in the links I shared, but that time constraint I'm working under wants me to get to the point of the day.
Now these cords projecting from our umbilical region connect to the world as we have JUDGED it into being, they create this external web that holds us firmly within our description....but the News of the Day is that that very same Web is reflected within our bodies. "As above so Below". But unlike the Cords of God (being one continuous cord) they are a bundle of many cords. And each of these cords has a certain resonance, a certain mystical Colour...a very specific vibration.  These are the cords that dictate our experience when we "die"....where we travel to in that realm...what we draw to ourselves. They also push and pull us through the world of our experience . As we move through the world they are like whips extending invisibly from our belly's, attaching to the things we perceive, pushing and pulling things towards or away from us. Butterflies in our stomach when we are unsure of things are one physical manifestation that remind us they are there. When people are "attracted" to each other it is because they have connected resonant cords that are harmonious. blah blah blah blah.
 OK, here's the deal. Humans are very easily controlled via these cords. What one might call a Black Magician (as many of those currently controlling governments are) can use these cords to control the masses.   I mean, they are of an astral nature, so simply on one level they can use peoples emotions against them, this is what the controlled media does..... I mean we all pretty much know this, but I'm afraid it goes way beyond that.
When I was young I was used by the Government in some mind control experiments.  My Mom and Dad both worked for some very nefarious agencies and I was volunteered as a guinea pig.  WOW! the capabilities back then were beyond belief, I can't even imagine the level it has been taken to....(until I see the actions of the populace in the past 20 or so years)...Totally acting out of Integrity with their souls.
So the whole "mind Control" thing as I knew it had to do with the fact that it was discovered that specific thoughts and emotions had very specific "energetic signatures"....  now I see that this was the very specific resonance of the different cords of man.  We all have this very personal description, but it overlaps with the description of everybody else. Public Education ( I mean indoctrination), the media, social and cultural groups all work together to "Tune" those cords, to define them and create agreements that have an astral/etheric/mental definition. In the late 60's there was a "machine" that could decipher these "energetic signatures". The cords of Man were mapped and defined. These signatures could now be energetically replicated.
We live in an energetic soup my friends, with Wi Fi, RF signals, all kinds of Crap surround us now that has zero existence in a Primal World.  It was discovered in the late 60's that people could be manipulated via the resonance of their cords, once the specific "energetic signatures" of things (specific thoughts and emotions) was determined.  HOLY CRAP.
Now the "roots" of these cords of man and of our individual webs are within our bodies. Our disease and Dis Ease in the world and ourselves are tied to these cords with lifetimes deep roots.

And the scary reality is we can be made to think and feel and do very specific things via our cords. (many of the "Mass Shootings created to further political constraints were the product of this.)

OK, I hear movement upstairs so better go start breakfast for the Fam. I'm going to publish this but will continue the subject later, in this same post, so if you have read this, you can come back later for more...

Next morning: Let's consider these cords further,
So what do we do in order not to be controlled?

Well here we go down another scary rabbit hole.
We all know about those Chemtrails...and ..HAARP, and most have caught on to the nastiness about Vaccinations......
We are led to believe, (even by those who have perpetrated them upon us)....different ideas about their purpose..... toxic metals destroying our health etc., and on one level this is true, BUT it's all a Smokescreen to keep us from putting together the Truth about it.
And here it is:
You know how I said how thoughts and emotions have very distinct "energetic signatures"...well, these can be replicated on many levels, chemical, Radio Frequencies and even through very precise blending of colors presented to our eyes. So certain chemical blends can be made to elicit certain thoughts and reactions. (Don't eat those freakin Doritos man, he he, but NO, seriously)... Those same reactions can be generated with Radio Frequencies (via HAARP and wi fi etc.)...they can be nicely blended in those toxic cocktails they are making mandatory and pretending that you need to keep safe from the diseases they are fabricating in labs these days (but having difficulty with since they are actually clueless about what Virus's are and how they work, luckily).
Metals in the Chemtrails act as antennas in the body making us easy targets for the HAARP, and also blended to replicate certain things (Fear reactions for one), but even very specifically right down to certain thoughts.   It goes on and on and zillions of your tax dollars are funding this assault against humanity designed to keep us all under control and being the nice little cash cows for the elite that control all of this. OH, and don't forget the water supply.
Here's the deal: The manufactured "food" supply, the air you breathe, the water you probably drink, the WiFi and radio signals that permeate almost every corner of the planet..... can all be, and are, "Tuned" in ways to resonate with certain "cords of Man" in order to keep humanity complicit in the elites Game, a game designed for their profit and for the amplification of their power.
So now you have some idea of where to start to regain control.
Know where your food comes from and only eat organic real food, stay away from anything "processed", don't drink city water, stay inside or wear a freakin mask if you have to when the planes are dumping their Chemtrails. And just to clarify the hypnotism that the chemtrails are contrails .....They aren't...
....it's not a whole bunch of planes leaving normal vapor trails taking folks to nice family reunions and on business trips, it's a few going back and forth. There are ZERO airlines that fly their planes in huge circles and back and forth all day wasting very expensive fuel just to fly in circles. Those planes go from point A to point B.  We've seen the Chemtrail planes go way back in underpopulated areas, and turn around and head back and do it again.  Get yourself on a really high mountain and watch them sometime.
DO NOT VACCINATE, for this and a lot of other reasons.
I would Not Watch Mainstream TV, half time commercials for example in major sports events can have their Colors blended perfectly to elicit certain responses. HI DEF..., look Out People. Don't ever drink City Water, filter your water even if it's from a deep well. Keep as far away from mainstream medicine as possible.
These are just some of the basic first steps.
But the most important and difficult thing is for us to deal with our own Cords, with that which resonates with what is being put out there.
If there is no prejudice within you, they can not "strike that cord".  If we consciously make the effort NOT TO RESPOND OUT OF FEAR, all their attempts to control us via them will be subverted.
This is probably the biggest one and I guess my suggestion would be, whenever you feel yourself acting out of fear, Love, and apply your discrimination to see if there is really any immediate threat you need to respond to, 99.9% of the time there will not be.
You are being Manipulated.
Nobody in their right heart and mind would ever vote or promote the evil Hillary, or the Ignorant puppet of folks like Hillary, Donald Trump ...who is now your president. This would never ever happen in the Real World..... it was all manipulation and some of you should consider how you reacted to what I just said.... going on Defense of your Fear Based Choice.   That choice you made was not made in your heart....it was manipulated into you, using your own cords against you..... So if you did respond in defense of your choice for either of these two that were given to you by the elite....start there, that is the beginning for you...the root to be rooted out.  You were manipulated by your fears...... replace those fears for Love of what you fear and you will be taking the first step in Freeing yourself.  
It's not easy is it?
Freedom from Tyranny never is.

Tuesday, March 7, 2017

This Quickening is Killing Me

Most of what I write,
 is my soul talking to me,
 reiterating things I need to remember.
 This "Quickening" is killing me,
 My souls nature is Light and Airy and Fiery, 
yet I'm turning to stone here, 
solid and heavy. 
In fact I've just recently had a fairly huge stone form on my chest, on a spot where I was once shot and killed...it was some weird form of Cancer, growing fast....made of Keratin, like hard fingernails in a perfect circle as big as a 45 caliber exit wound and standing out a good quarter inch. 
I had it Cut Out,
 but it's roots are still there, 
lifetimes deep.
And I created it, just like I have the pain in my spine opposite it, that has needed adjustment since I was a young man....  I created these things, and the pain I've had inside my chest since I was a teen, acid reflux on the same direct line that bullet took. 
 We store Traumas in our astral bodies,
 they reflect into our etheric bodies, 
and eventually manifest in our physical bodies
and we can carry them for Lifetimes. 
They are built upon Dualistic Judgments. 

I slit a mans throat once, 
a couple lifetimes ago..... 
He was with the soldiers that were murdering my clan. 
 I was very psychic then, 
I saw his family, his kids when I killed him,
 I also saw how he was not in Integrity with his soul, 
but was acting against it...... 
as I was when I slit his throat. 
And I can try to mentalize my way out of my ..... guilt....
but I refuse to let it Be.
  Just like another instance in another life that I still cling to,
 even though it harms me in this one.  
Some folks might say that I need to forgive myself...and him, 
but here's the thing about that.
 Forgiveness, for those who have culminated.....
is a Crock,
 it is actually counterproductive...
It is what "the Church", that champion of Duality would propose. Forgiveness can only exist alongside Judgement based in duality.... When there is forgiveness there is always an assumed "Wrong". 
Once our direction changes and our goal becomes Unity, rather than a Unique Separate Expression, we can no longer play by duality's rules...
Our Judgments of Wrong and Right must be replaced by a simple and clear perception of the Truth of things....and the Truth of things is Never defined within duality....
that is just opinion, just descriptions..... 
To forgive we are maintaining a duality rather than cultivating a clear perception. 
 So I don't need to Forgive myself or Him, 
I simply need to allow it to be what it is beyond the dualistic description. 
 But I refuse to do that...


There is this very counterproductive quirk of my nature, I've had it as long as I can remember.  

And these days, and this past election brought so loudly to my consciousness the lack of Integrity that has gripped the masses. 
People making choices and focusing the Power of their Intentions towards things that their souls are not in agreement with...  
This lack of Integrity, 
which I have been guilty of, 
especially in those two past life situations that I refuse to let go..... is at the heart of so much of mankind's suffering.
 And the Karma and future disease created by this lack of integrity.....
I feel like I need to take some responsibility for, 
because as I look around at all these masses of folks that don't even realize what they have done.....and the Karma that that lack of integrity has created for all mankind....
I feel like ,
"Damn, somebody has to take responsibility for it"
...and for some crazy ass reason I've always felt the need to do that. Like it's my freakin job.
  Where did I get that idea? 
 It does not serve me well. 
So here we are in this Quickening, and those of us that have changed direction are facing our Karma hard core....and I hate to tell you this but there is some very nasty stuff coming up because of the lack of integrity that has sort of been forced upon people via a fear generated for precisely that purpose. 
You know I guess what really hurt me to my core in this last election and some of the other forced choices I've seen across the globe, where folks followed Fear and employed their Intention in a misguided attempt to protect themselves from that fear. That mass employment of Fear Based Intention WILL manifest Disease and Dis Ease of epic proportions, but what hurt me to my core was seeing so many folks who had changed direction, who were on the path to Unity, partaking of this....being tricked into halting their evolution....and I was seeing this on a mass scale. 
You know I've said before that Good and Evil are mostly just Judgments based in duality, but the one and only True Evil, is that which halts evolution. 
And remember that the first part of our evolution is one into deeper darkness...... that path which the Church has defined as Bad or Evil, and by so doing has perpetrated upon many poor souls actions and dictates that do not allow for Natural Evolution, thereby making the Church really one of the main instigators of True Evil.
So what do I have to do to release myself from this Karma that I cling to ?

And my soul answers, "just make the decision." 

And the rest of my being answers,

"Then who will take responsibility for it,

innocent children dying from new awful diseases?"


"It is what it is" my soul answers.

"And what it is Sucks," I reply.

I don't think I'm making any progress here....

Maybe I'll do better in the Dreamtime. 

Monday, March 6, 2017

The "Quickening" and our Job within It.

Painting I did in 1974

Eternity is Finite.
This can seem difficult to comprehend,
but it is True.
It's like the Heaven and Hell Realms which seem ,when we occupy them, to go on forever.....and yet they are mere Blips in the overall scheme.
Where one Eternity ends
another begins.
And here's the big news:
We're coming to the end of an Eternity.
That might sound scary .
But the end of a many many million year eternity can last,
a pretty long time.
But the Hallmark of the ending is what Mystics call,
"The Quickening".
It is called this because of the apparent compression of time,
or in other words,
the amplification of Evolution.
To understand what is taking place right now,
what appears to be mass Insanity,
we must understand Evolution,
and sadly this is one of the least understood things.
We have been led to believe evolution is a linear ascension.
That we begin as these undeveloped things, and over time,
(many lifetimes actually), we slowly climb this ladder where we become better and better, more and more spiritual.....


And this mistake in understanding is at the heart of much of the suffering of those that have culminated, those we might say are on the "spiritual" path.
And a Maximum amount of suffering for those who have not yet Culminated, (wrought upon them by those that have.)

The Truth about evolution is that it is not linear,
it is Circular.

once again:
The Truth about evolution is that it is not linear,
it is Circular.

We evolve into greater density, we collect our description of ourselves and become denser and denser in "matter"....until we reach "our deepest darkness".
Then we evolve in the opposite direction, back towards our Source.

This is important to understand, especially in this time of the Quickening when the whole of Eternity is reaching maximum .....
Density (the cause of the Quickening)
The effect of this Quickening is very different for souls that are still culminating, than it is for those that have.

If you are reading this Blog, you have Culminated, and for most of you it is very difficult to understand what appears to be a Mass Insanity, a mass "ego centered" Cluster Frig of epic proportions.

This is why I keep harping on the Nature of Evolution.
Because if we try to comprehend it in the old paradigm....it can make us Crazy, and Angry and Frightened and totally destroy our Peace and ability to Evolve.

But the fact is, everything that is happening now is Natural, part of the process.

Right now it is Very Important that we shift from Judgment which is based in Duality, to Discrimination (in the true sense of the word.)
When we learn to Discriminate we are looking at a thing or situation and perceiving if it is Harmful or Inert or Useful. We are simply perceiving things as they exist in relationship to other things, without attaching a Dualistic Judgment of Good or Bad to them.
 All Judgement is based in Duality and because of this contains no Truth....judgments are basically opinions based upon our experience and "learning" in the world of duality.... which is different through every souls eyes.
 True discrimination can guide our action or inaction in relation to things without adding our own Dualistic interpretation; without perpetuating that very thing we are escaping from. (Duality).

Remember those who are still culminating are in a process of finding a SEPARATE and Unique Expression via duality. Once  we have Culminated our souls direction is no longer towards Separation but rather towards UNITY.
So right now as always we have a world where many are seeking a Unique Separation....where others are seeking Unity....but unlike ever before all this is at an amplified rate.

  To dualistic eyes this becomes a battle between "Good" and "Bad".
As long as we are falling for this, we are not evolving ourselves.

A man may be doing something that our discrimination shows us is harmful.  If we act with Love to negate the harm we are in Integrity with our souls, if however we act with Judgement, and out of fear and anger...first of all we might be wrong about our judgment, and secondly we will not be in Integrity with our souls and will be creating Karma rather than dispelling it.

Our task is to Evolve with as little impediment as possible, and in this time of the Quickening, this is especially difficult.

Our Culmination was literally built upon building Karma...
The path of Return is the path of dealing with that Karma.
That path is amplified more every day because of the Quickening.
Our Karma is slapping us up side the head.
Karma is demanding reconciliation.
Dis ease and disease are two ways that Karma makes this demand.
Read about that here:The-true-cause-of-disease-and-cure.

So right now you could say that Duality is Amplified.
But also the Return to Unity is Amplified.

That "Battle of Darkness and Light" prophesied in so many different renditions of the "end of times"...was in some ways, (if perceived through duality), Correct..

But a "Battle" is pointless, the "Darkness" is simply the density of those culminating and the "Light" is the removal of those things that have created that density within those that have culminated.

Those that are still culminating....MUST. 
 To deprive them of that has zero merit or positive purpose.

We need to concern ourselves with our own evolution.

And the first step in this is Dispelling Judgment which binds us to the Duality our souls are attempting to replace with Unity.

Our Job is Evolving towards Unity, this can not be done while holding on to Dualistic Judgments.

Thursday, March 2, 2017

A Wonderful Little Magical Secret

I'm going to tell you a very Magical little Secret.
How you can know
about the Nature of Life

It's totally possible...

And here is the Simple Truth:

The answer to these
"deep questions"
just before the Intention
of the Question.

"Say What!!!?"

Everything we perceive in the world around us,
is the end result of a long pattern
of evolution into the existence
that we perceive.

That existence has been defined
by endless agreements,
endless conceptions
piled all atop one another,
and we are simply perceiving the
end result at the current time
of all these conceptions.

The world that we perceive is simply
a mask of our mutual agreements
superimposed upon

Our whole world that we live in
is simply a description that
was cultivated and grown
upon something that actually 
had some very real reality.

We live in a description
with Reality
buried beneath it,
yet at it's roots.

When we question the Nature of Reality,
the answer to those questions,
actually is at the heart of them, 
buried beneath all our descriptions
 and conceptions.

So how do we uncover the Truth
at the heart of our Questions?

In a word:


As I've said many times before,
this word, like so very many in the English language,
has devolved,
and no longer means what it really is meant to.

We have come to believe that to contemplate something
we must mull it over in our minds,
work on it, chew it up, digest it,
and bring forth some conclusion based upon how we 
have applied our almighty intellect to it.


It really means pretty much the total opposite.
In True contemplation,
the thinking principal is totally removed,
beyond the initial posing of the question.
In Contemplation we do not think.
We set our intention upon the question....
and Let Go.

We simply perceive.

What happens in true contemplation is
we basically become One 
with that which we contemplate.

This can be done with objects,
but also with Questions...

And what happens is we sort of travel back
through the evolution of our perception
of whatever it is we are contemplating,
until we reach it's core....
And eventually go to it's Source.
(which turns out to be the same in all things).
But the Simplest Truth of things
lies right after it's original
creating Intention
at it's core.

Contemplation is travelling from

And right before our Intention
of a Question,
at the roots of that question,
lies it's answer.

Pretty cool Huh.

So how do we achieve this?

Well the best written source I've seen,
is the Yoga Sutras of Patanjili.
I like Alice Baileys and the Tibetans translation,
but the language might be 
uncomfortable for some.

"This is Reality"
out of print probably for 30 years,
is ....
simpler to understand 
and probably available on Amazon or something...

kind of wish I still had a copy......


That's it for now.

Saturday, February 18, 2017

Talking to YOU, on the Road Back,Light and Darkness are The SAME THING, just going in a different direction..

These are Precarious Times

I talked about that Astral Shitstorm
here: Astral Shitstorm
Well you can see it all around you
People are afraid,
coming from Fear,
looking for and choosing sides..
Defining their....
place in it all...

"I like this,
I don't like
(I fear)


 we are attempting to

Drop that definition....

But the Shitstorm Swirls.

We might fall back into our old patterns

Pick a Side...
Carry some Banner....

That's not our job Bubbah.

That shitstorm is Built upon Fear..

We are in the midst of the Quickening,
and to a lot of folks that means,
get as much material collected
into your definition of self
and Creation....
...Grab it fast
as the Quickening
is Biting at your heels.

You just gotta Culminate...
and it's happening fast.

And those of us that have culminated,
our Job is a little different.
and it's Prime Directive,
with folk's path to Culmination.
Hey it's hard,
you can see them spiraling towards
some destructive purpose or ending.
Into a greater density of matter.

But here's the thing,
the quicker they reach the end of that Spiral Down,
the sooner
they begin the spiral up.
Kinda like Kundalini.
or DNA..
It is all One Thing.

You don't want to interfere with the flow.

You gotta remember as long as you choose to partake
of this..... Life within Duality.
That with every Inspiration....
There will be an expiration.

Light and Darkness
just going in a different direction..

Just like the Ego,
and the

gonna say it again,

"Light and Darkness

just going in a different Direction.

So once we come to Understand this..
and True Compassion Dawns..

the Battle can Cease,

and we can seek Peace.

After all,
and I'm talkin to you...

That is what we are

returning to.

We seek It

so we can Share It.

I'm afraid to Be Myself..

I wear a mask for the world,

and wearing it
and Drains me....

I Feel all of Humanity
in the Depth of my Soul,
I feel the Unity...
and yet I feel
and very very lonely.
Even with my wonderful,
beautiful Family..

What's the deal with that???

I have experienced some...

Powerful things,
things that nothing in the world of
phenomena can Rival...
A million times more powerful
than anything in the world of Matter.

Talking about it is...Pointless
"So what", it's just words to anyone that
hasn't had the same experience...

And those words...
and the Conceptions that they propagate,
actually Steal some of the Glory.

How do you describe what is beyond thought?

And once Thought is applied to any
of that which is beyond thought.

The Truth Dies.

Where are all the Magicians,
where are those that know
beyond thought.??

I need to Drop the Mask,
but better just keep my mouth shut...

I feel like I'm not....
Carrying my Spiritual weight

The problem with dropping the Mask is,
you are never the same...
always new and in the Moment.

That Freaks people out.
And when we cease holding up a mask,
we tend to become very clear Mirrors.
And That freaks people out.

Their Judgments about themselves
come to the foreground of their consciousness.

And they feel Judged,
and believe it is you doing the judging,
when it is them,
judging themselves.

And would they feel judged,
if there wasn't within me,
something that resonates with
particles that built that judgment
in them?

I'm just rambling,
need to go to bed.

Tuesday, February 14, 2017

Examining Faith

I've never liked that word,
it always meant to me,
following someone else's
And with no proof,
believing it.

To me that is just 

Faith was like putting your 
towards something
that's not even real,
just some professed idea of Real,
without any proof.

Then I reflect upon a time,
in Tibet,
and earlier in this Life,
where I was given 
that required Visualizations,
certain breaths
or movements that
were not part of my Description..
Yet I put my Intention behind them,
to Find that they were keys,
like Reflections of ...
like pieces of the Pattern,
that built something that hitherto
had existed beyond my
Like the Microcosmic analogy's,
of some Macrocosmic Reality.

So was it Faith that drove me to
follow instructions..
where I had no.....
of what the outcome would be,
beyond the thought that
it was part of a Path to Enlightenment.?

I was Driven,
and I wielded my Intention
very strongly,
but was it Faith that
led me running headlong into 
a Reality beyond..
...so far beyond
my Description.

But I do not have Faith in
the Easter Bunny,
or Santa,
or some Super Hero God Character
that ...
has stories far less believable than
 Santa or the Easter Bunny.

I'm not easily led by 


I would have never had Faith in
my Teachers,
or techniques..
If first I hadn't 
Had that experience of
that one day on the mountain in 1970.
You go into the Light once...
Everything Changes..

You sit on the outer edge of Creation,
looking back in at the Web of IT ALL..
You change,
and you can't ever go back.

You never forget
the Possibilities.

You can hide from em,
but you never forget. 

For me Faith is
built upon Experience.

When we Know something
in our core,
we have Faith in that.

Blind Faith

Does NOT serve Evolution.

I think if a Teacher
requires a student
to have Faith in them,
without First
coaxing the Experience
that would guarantee the Faith
 of the student...

Then that Teacher has 
a lot to Learn.

he he

Thursday, February 9, 2017

We're All in This Together Video

We're All In This Together

Find Peace

Door I carved

We create Karma whenever we 
seek to Impose our Description,
upon what is.
We have built our Description,
upon Judgments, 
built on judgments,
built upon Judgments.

All Judgments Must eventually
be faced,
and the Duality of their existence,
There is no Wisdom in our Description.
Only knowledge,
and knowledge my friends is one of the Primary
impediments to Wisdom.

When everything we know,
is a mere description
of the Truth,
only by removing the Description
can we 
know Truth.

Yet we make and fight wars,
to defend our little Groups Description.

We murder and are killed defending,

Nothing Real.

Fools Fighting,
"for Peace".

Ha ha ha ha

sob sob sob.

We have battled against
what we Fear;
whatever does not fit comfortably into our
Personal or Group Description.

If only we could see ourselves,
in the Clear White Light of

Maybe then we could finally know
True Compassion,
Real Love,
and finally

To those on the Battlefield, and The Painter was Time

That was the Short Version,
The longer version is:

"If you feel the need
to Fight Battles
to secure your Descriptions
Conception of, "Right",
in the World today,
By all means Do,
this is an expression of your 
Sacred Uniqueness.
And just remember that,
Everyone's Description
and Conception of, "Right",
is equally Sacred and Unique..
If you must fight these battles,
to uphold your perception,
 do it from a place of Peace.

Otherwise you will have lost,
before you began.

You see, here is the thing:
We are each Unique,
We come from different religions, 
and cultures,
and belief systems.
Most of us have been collecting our 
of the world for a very long time.
And we have evolved through our Description.

This is the first part of all of our Evolution.
So we all see the world through different eyes.
Rarely doubting the Truth of our "View".
Why would we?

But here is the Thing again:
Our souls purpose in the All,
is to create our own unique Description.
Every one is necessary for the Integrity of the Whole.
NONE is more valid or sacred 
than any other.
You know even that weirdo jerk over
 there that does all those wild and crazy
 and sometimes hurtful things...

That's his freakin job Jake,
and it's not our job to try and define his.

Even though we of course know better.
he he

He's lookin at you wondering 
what the Heck is wrong with you.

You see during the course of our Evolution,
We've all done Harm,
we've all been motivated by Greed,
We've all been assholes.
Flat out Truth...
And during all that time,
we always thought we were the 
"good guys".

Still do..

It's all about Perception.

You know barely a single human,
lives in REALITY.
We live in descriptions of Reality,
our ideas about this and that in Reality.
And if we ever got even a little glimpse of reality,
we usually freaked out and clamped down
tighter on our Description.

You know what I'm talking about ?

Back in 1970 I wrote a story about this I called,
The Painter was Time...
I'll see if I can find it.

What do you know,
here it is:

Just re read it, what a trip

The Painter Was Time
The painter of the picture was quite insane 
when he painted you into a very strange place.
 It was insane, but you didn't know what sane was,
 so you believed you fit perfectly.
 The painter was of course very careful 
that he didn't paint the picture so fast
 that you might remember being painted.
 You worked through time into truly believing
 in the reality of everything else in the painting you were in. 
One day you had taken in and accepted 
everything in the painting as far as you could have
 mis- accepted it,
(Editors Note: Culmination)
 when a glimpse outside of the painting came.
 You became very frightened and threw yourself back,
 deep into the painting. 
Then you decided that everything outside 
of your perfectly painted reality 
was insane, or not real....to be feared.
 Of course you refused to accept any little particle of truth 
that came to you and tried to meet with you 
from out of the "insane" realm.
(Editors note: This is the stage I call, the Fence Sitters)
 One day a passer by in the Great Hall of paintings
 saw you and your predicament,
 and when you went to sleep that night he came to you
 and told you about the real world,
outside of your painting.
 Because you were asleep
 and not indulging in the false pleasures and pains
 of your old world,
 you heard a piece of what he was saying.
 He came to you every night for many years.
 One day you woke up and saw outside of the painting
 you had been locked inside.
 Time passed and you came to look out and understand. 
And time came when fear vanished,
 and you loved again.
 And finally you completely forgot about the painting
 you had once been held prisoner in, 
and you rested outside,
 in bliss.
One day along your way you passed by a painting in that Hall,
 and you saw people painted into a predicament.
 And so that night when they went to sleep
 you went to them and showed them a piece of the real world.
 Then you walked down the Hall 
and saw the painting you were once painted into,
 and you laughed. 

To you the Hall was a sad place,

 a zoo of lifes.

So here's the Thing:

It is perfectly valid for us to 
"Fight for what is Right"
in our eyes.
But in the eyes of Reality,
Not one of us is 
More Right..

That's a hard pill to swallow,
we'd rather much Wallow,
our description so Deep,
drowning in just another Illusion...

This is the task for all souls,
during the first half of their Evolution.
To Continue that Process,
once we have Culminated,
is Pointless..
We just do it out of Habit...

So Stay Vigilant
Seek the Roots of your Thoughts
and Actions.

Contemplation is a wonderful practice,
it allows us to 
travel back through the patterns
of thoughts and concepts....
and find what came before them.

We are all puppets of our Past
We dismantle the Description..

Here's a funny story I probably mentioned before.
Maybe funny isn't the best word.
But back in the day,
I was doing a lot of hard core meditation
and contemplation.
My teachers were there 
until the Humpty Dumpty Episode,
and things were progressing at an unreal rate.
Well actually I was a Maniac,
I ....as usual,
did not listen to my Teachers
unless they were teaching me how to do something...
If they were imposing any limits,

So I spent way too much time,
"In the Light".

You might think this isn't possible.
or how could it be problematic?

Well, think of it like this.
We all have that description I was talking about,
and it Defines..
and confines us.
Going into the Light,
Burns little pieces of that description up.
They dissolve.

So long periods spent in the Light,
burn up a lot of the description.
It changes us.

So for me,
when I wasn't in the Light,
I tended to be very 
cognizant of my behaviors and words
in the world.
Things I had just said or done before that days 
episode in the Light.
I looked at, and saw...
WOW, what an Idiot!!
How could I have been so LAME.
And this got to a point where I couldn't bear to
"see myself".
To see the actions and words I had
said or done just the day, or hours before...
without being disgusted with myself

It was a very hard few days,
my anxiety and self hatred became so intense,
that : I remember this so clearly:

I was in my new Souped up VW bug, 
in Milpitis California, 
having commuted from Redwood City where I worked, 
going to my girlfriends parents house where I was staying.
My Mom had kicked me out for my opinions on War.
I had just ditched a cop that was chasing me,
felt good for a brief second,
then everything came crashing down,
things I had said earlier,
the Intentions behind words and actions...
I was the Ultimate Idiot,
I couldn't stand to see myself,
and I said, 
to my Teacher 
who just happened to be sitting beside me at that point,
" I don't want to Go Into the Light any more"
I don't want to meditate any more if I just end up Hating myself."

Then he said something that Flicked a switch,
that changed my whole perception...
And I want any readers I might have to think about this,
when you are beating yourself up
over something Lame you did...

So the Words for what he showed me,
translate generally as this:

"When you look in the mirror at yourself.
(when you reflect on yourself).
Remember that you are not what you see in the reflection,
you are the one looking at it."

You see, what we are judging is
ALWAYS who we were,
after all,
we are now,
looking back at it,
judging it.

So he said basically to
 switch my perception of myself
 to the one who is looking.
 I'm not the one I am seeing. 
That is the Past.

So if you have yet to Culminate,
Battle On..
If you have Culminated but are,
"Still on the Fence"
Battle on, 
but from a place of Peace.

If you are no longer sitting on the Fence,



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