The Threshold

The Love of my Lives

The LIGHT

I have been avoiding

like the plague.

It means Health,Clarity

and Peace.

Yet I shun it,

Fear it.

It has isolated me,

it has brought me

in it's absence

a vast aloneness.

I was meant to Share it.

But rather

felt shunned,

misunderstood,

Feared.

There is no human experience

beyond,

knowing the Light.

If I can't share it,

I deny it to myself...

There is this

Place.

I call it the 

Threshold of Eternity.

It's that point,

right before you 

Let Go

Into the Light...

If one is to stand there Alone...

there is no Greater

Loneliness...

"I thought it was all supposed to be all

Butterflies, Joy and Oneness?"

Yeah well, that is beyond the Threshold.

But for so Long I have

restricted myself.

By one means or another I'd reach the Threshold.

(There are so many yogic methods

which are very different,

yet all lead to the same place.)

So I'd get to the Threshold, then jump over to another method,

get to the Threshold,

then jump over to another method.

That pretty much consisted of my

"Meditation".
Method after method,
right up to the Threshold,
then Switch. 

You know after the Humpty Dumpty thing,

it took me years to,

"reorder my island",

as Don Juan might say.

What a ride Man...

I'm ready to get off that ride...

Re Aquaint myself with

The Light.

I've just been afraid of

Jumping Off

Afraid of what would happen

to my relationships in 

"The World",

when suddenly

I am not who I was...

and

am ever changing..

The Mask of the World,

crumbling off my face.

"If I stay hidden,

I won't be hurt".

Man, that's been a big part of my life.

The Threshold


Time to Step Across