HUMANIC DEPRESSION

 

just because the pieces seem to fit perfectly, doesn't mean it's Truth

Humanic Depression

I've been playing this Earthly Game for too long.

I have learned too much, and this has Isolated me,

from the humanity that I love so much.

We are at a stage in the Evolution of this particular Incarnation of Creation where more then half of Humanity Should be, and indeed their Souls

are seeking Freedom.

And yet this is not what I see.

The Truth about the evolution of the human soul, and Creation Itself has been withheld from Humanity.

The first half of every souls evolution is into a deeper density...

The purpose of that stage is finding a Separate Unique Expression, within a DESCRIPTION based in Duality.

But Every Soul eventually reaches that Culmination in, “Deepest density in Form”....and the Wheel of Evolution stops for a brief moment....then Reverses back upon itself. And now turns towards a Unity in Freedom...

We were all sold a Linear Ascension model for a Souls Evolution which had nothing to do with the Truth, and everything to do with Control.

You could say that in the first part of our evolutionary path we were totally Engrossed in building our Unique Prison cells and decorating them to our Liking. And this was what was meant to be.

But then a point always comes where there is no longer any wall space to hang our favorite pictures, and no more floor space to store all our Treasure..... and. Well...at that point we are done..... we have completed the first turn of the Wheel of our Souls evolution.

A lot of souls get hung up here for a time......They have spent half of an eternity COLLECTING their Description of Reality.....they are done with that, but have no idea what to do now.

That Description was the Matrix that defined their Prison cells, but all they knew was..... collecting, and describing.

And then the Wheel begins to reverse......All those things that came to describe our Unique separate individually decorated Prison Cells..... must now be discarded, because as it turns out.....these are what kept us from Freedom.....and from the TRUTH that exists outside of the Description.

Right now, because of the Cosmic state of this particular Incarnation of Creation...... many more people then ever before are at the point upon the Wheel, where it is Reversing.

These people are no longer satisfied by collecting new Pictures to hang on their walls..... they are no longer satisfied by adding anything to their Descriptions. And yet it's all they know how to do.

Their Souls are screaming for Freedom....and I feel these screams in my soul, but they also give me some Hope. They are screaming for the LIGHT, and I see the Flicker of that Light in their Aspiration..... but Every time I make a suggestion to help, being beyond their old comfortable Description and outside of the Matrix they have called home for half an eternity...... it simply scares them back into their old Prison Cell. The Churches, the ideologies and beliefs that had once decorated the walls of their prison cells and helped to define their unique Individual Perspectives no longer satisfy them, their Souls no longer seek Ideas and descriptions of Truth, but rather real TRUTH, before some manmade description denied It. What humans named, “God”....denied them God with the naming of It.

And yet the alternate , the relinquishing of everything they had collected is something they simply don't have the courage to do. Their Society is ruled by those still moving into a deeper density in Form, there is no Support for anyone who seeks to be free of the Matrix of thought and ideas..... in fact the consideration of this most natural and necessary process of Evolution would be deemed Insanity by those still describing and decorating their Prison cells. So I'm sitting here in the midst of Humanity with half of the Souls SCREAMING for Freedom, Crying because the old decorations have become just hollow reminders of the cells their Souls seek to escape.....BUT, I see very little movement. It's like watching millions of people Drowning, but they are afraid of the ropes being thrown to them, because those ropes are beyond their understanding..... and there is no way to make them understand because until they have discarded at least most of their collection of descriptions that have Buried the Truth of things....they will Fear that which is beyond their understanding. And so they do everything they can do to distract themselves from the sound of their own Screaming, wailing Souls.....they try to satisfy, or quell this pain with the old ways, but they no longer work....which makes the screaming even louder..... and the hardest part for me is, sitting here immersed in their Screams is....they don't even hear it.... They just keep pretending and the more they pretend, the more they suffer, so they pretend some more,and suffer more, and their Souls screams are DEAFENING, literally.... and they don't have a clue about what I am talking about.... And the Screams I hear and feel keep me up at night, they ravage my Soul because I feel Helpless and I love them so freakin much........ AAACCCKKK!!!