The Veil

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I don't get around here much.

Busy around the Home and Homestead ,

 and.

Taking Care of Business.

Long days workin..

Life

But I'm supposed to write...

That is part of the Plan.

But the other problem is....

It's so BIG

And where do I start?

The thing is, with this

Shift

That is currently taking place within Humanity

and All of Creation....

We either accept it

or we don't.

Accepting it

changes

EVERYTHING.

EVERYTHING

What Is..

And what we think Is.

Are different things.

We live in a world 

where our understanding...

our conception of what "Life" is..

has been built upon thousands of years of thought.

The conception

resides in our DNA.

It's pretty freakin 

Ingrained.

And letting that go

in order to Rise Up in Frequency

and accept the Change,

Can be scary.

No,

 not can be...

Is .

And there is the Fear of 

Losing self .

and being ...

Feared for

being so different...

But the problem is.

If we don't accept 

the Change...

It's really painful.

It's like, the point arrives

when the Soul is ready to Jump Off

and Merge into the Sea...

The fear holds you back...

And it comes down to,

BEING FREE

IN THE MOMENT

What does that even mean?

It is a shift from an attachment to 

Things

TO

An attachment to

ALL

You could say, 

it's a 

A More Global Perspective.

BUT, it's like a foreign language .

It is a totally foreign perspective.

It's like there is this veil

between what is...

And what we Think and Feel is.

And on each side of that veil,

there is something TOTALLY Different.

But we're at the 

Time of the Thinning Veil

So it's like

There needs to be a Bridge...

And I suppose that 

 Meditation is a Bridge.

To be

Free Now

Changes,

 as I said,

EVERYTHING. 

And just about anyone

can do it.

But what is the motivation,

why would anybody even consider that?

Well, if I hadn't had that

Experience way back in 1972

that pushed me through the veil..

Where I spent quite a bit of Time back then..

I wouldn't have known about the Bliss

about the ecstasy of

the LOVE of

It ALL.

And there is nothing like that on this side of the Veil.

Nothing comes close....

Think of this.

The souls 

of the souls

of the souls

of 

ALL SOULS..

Are Lights of Joyful Bliss.

And becoming one with Everything

Is like being filled with a joy,

amplified as many times as there are

 cells and souls,

in all of Creation...

On this side of the Veil..

Everything Pales....

So here is one clue,

At the heart of Everything

on this side of the veil...

Is the Pathway

to the other side.

When we learn to

LOVE EVERYTHING

Equally...

The door opens.

On the other side there is Light and Joy

And pretty much

Instant Manifestation.

When you are swimming in

the Pristine Primordial Soup

The Will is a very powerful thing.

We've been taught that it's 

"A dog eat dog world"

That to be successful, we must compete

and win over others, who lose.

Imagine if we were to Help each other...

Instead of Compete.

Imagine if we set up our whole society,

based upon the notion that...

we're all in this Together...

In Fact..

We are One Thing

with a crazy idea,

that we are separate things.

Compassion isn't sharing someone else's Misery.

That is simply,

Sharing Misery.

Compassion is the Understanding

That we are One Thing.

My Brother

is 

Me.

We've been programmed into the Importance of

Satisfying the Individual Self...

And this is as it was meant to be..

This is a path all souls must pass through.

BUT

In this 

Time of the Thinning Veil

it's shifting..

Souls are more quickly 

Culminating...

And the Motivation...

.....the Direction

Is Toward Merging

Shifting from focus on 

who we had been defined as...

To who we were,

before the definition was applied.

We all have a point to make.

And once we make it....

we're pretty much done

with the whole

defining who we are...

And we're ready to get back to

what we were before 

we Became anything. 

You see, one of the First Rules,

Just ask Patanjali,

Is

Non Attachment

And this freaks people out.

They feel they will feel Alone...

Yeah well, 

You do....

BUT

You feel Alone

With Everything..

But once you pass through the Veil.

There is no Lonliness

That thought actually made me Laugh,

It's more like the Opposite

of Lonliness.

It's like being so totally full

Like a space so Huge there are no

perceivable Boundaries

Full.

When I was young I spent a lot of time

on the other side of the veil.

But the problem always is

you want to bring that Joy

to this side of the veil..

But you can't

and no matter what you say,

no one who doesn't pass through the veil,

will have a clue about what you are talking about.

There is a lot of lonliness

on this side of the veil.

Because the thing is,

Once you go over to the other side of the Veil,

you are instantly..

Totally Different....

So with me, my Teachers tried to take it Slow..

Go over there for short little bits.

But ...that wasn't my Style.

So I stayed for long long periods of time.,

This literally re arranged my...

Definition...

Erasing it in large pieces..

Very Quickly

Now if I would have done this over a period of say,

A FREAKING LIFETIME,

I could have Honed my

Image/Personality

to my Surroundings 

in a gentle and casual way

that would not have freaked out

Everyone who knew me..

But most importantly ..

My first wife....

But I erased everything

over a period of a few months..

And at that point where I was just erasing the last little bit..

For my Love

and Hope for her..

And what I had seen of her Path,

 in those last few

Eternal Moments....

I stopped...

Then collected all the pieces I had erased.

But I couldn't put em back in their right places..

Reality became a Jumble and I became..

Way too Freakin Psychic.

The idea of that happenning again,

I think is one of my biggest fears,

because my solution to the "Problem"

Created Bigger Problems...

So now I've had this Lifetime..

Most of it was spent re arranging what I had erased,

then collected back..

And then I started slowly erasing again...

So now I've been around a Circle and

It's time again

to stand on the edge.

To Look through the Veil...

And JUMP...

Before my Teachers were there

All the Time

Guiding me.

But now it's as if I am supposed to just have Faith

that they will be there if I need em.

I've been

Keeping It Together

for a long time

And it doesn't really work very well for me.

I guess I'm angry at my Teachers

for abandoning me on that day I made the choice to

...recollect my Old Self.

Like that they were pissed at me for doing that and left..

But it was me that left them....

there was no place for them

in the Old definition,

 that had just become my new one,

only in Jumbled Form.

I know I talked about this in my section

"Coming Out of the Scary Weirdness Closet".

Not sure why I'm rambling on about it now..

I guess I'm just so beyond tired...

But enjoying a few moments to write...

Ramble Writing.

So if people tell you that

there are no dangers to Meditation

They don't know what they are talking about.

But if you listen to your Teachers

(and have good Teachers)

And you don't get too crazy once you discover

THAT ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE

Meditation

is a magical door from..

who we think we are....

to who we were before we 

thought who we are. 

He he.