The Light

I find myself with some space.

and I ask...

What do I need more than anything?

And before I was done asking.

The answer came loud and Clear.

I Need the Light

I need to Fill every cell with it

Bathe in it....

Let it BE...

Then Share It. 

If you've never had the experience of

Being in the Light..

or maybe I should say, 

Being the Light

You can't really understand 

what I'm trying to say..

But the Light

will make you Right..

It'll Heal you

It'll heal those around you....

Everything we "Do" 

and "know"...

is at least a partial Denial of this Light.

That is freakin Hard Core..

We Dance the Dance of Duality..

There is really no 

Peace there.

We think we Know this or that...

Our "Knowing" is what denies us the 

Truth.

The Light

is the Truth.

The "Light" 

is like the

 Sun.

What we know....

Is like drifting Rainbows...

Without the Sun,

there are no Rainbows.

And ALL the Rainbows...

blended together....

Become the Sun. 

WE have to Replace our

Knowing.

With

Being...

Contemplation is a Magical Route to

the Light.

Because Contemplation takes us from that which we know..

To what is at the Center...

or you could say...

the moment of or slightly before the

 conception

of that which we "Know".

You see....

Every single thing that you know...

or see...

is actually the end result 

of a long ago planted seed.

And that seed has Grown

and been watered by your Life 

and Lives...

But the fertilizer

 that fed that seed

was made within

Duality..

It's weird 

and might seem Counter productive..

But Duality was necessary...

Fact is, Creation was built upon it...

Duality was the Framework that Creation was Built upon...

And each and every Building Block

of this Creation we are part of...

Has at it's Center...

and Ultimate Periphery,

The Light.

And we come to this Realm

for the purpose of

completing a totally unique

piece of the WHOLE PUZZLE.

And this is done via 

Duality.

There is no 

PEACE

in this Duality

until ..

We All as God

Have that Millisecond 

Eternal

 Death

that triggers another Yuga...

or

Reach Enlightenment..

And EN

  LIGHT

EN

MENT 

is what happens when we

Let it BE.

Something I discovered

a long time ago is

We don't go 

Searching for Enlightenment.

It's Here..

NOW..

and our 

Consciousness

Isn't.

It's HERE

NOW.

Stop Knowing

Try Being...

It can be kind of scary...

Because every second our consciousness

is attempting to

Maintain

the World...

That is what it does..

That is it's Job..

But the World it maintains..

though a necessary 

Expression...

Is built upon clouds 

and Rainbows.

And if we were to let that Crumble

as we eventually must...

it can be pretty freakin weird

 removing what we know

from what we "see"

Eventually our "souls"

Make their Point..

fill their puzzle piece in the Picture of

God...

And the Rainbows and Shadows..

Are no longer our

complete and total

Masters.

We begin to See

Beyond the Description...

We begin to remember what came before

what we "Know"..

And that was

Absolute Truth...

...The Light.

We are like these

Shadow Puppet Dancers...

And what we "Know"

pulls the Strings...

Everything we do..

comes from what we "know".

Everything we see

is a product of our

"Doing".

And even if you have Everything

that the society that you are part of say's

will make you "Happy".

You don't have PEACE. 

Because as long as we

Dance with the Shadows...

There can be no Peace...

Peace is Before...after...

and at the Heart of all these Things that we know...

But we're right there..

in the middle of this Dream

and in none of those places....

OK, so our souls 

did their thing..

filled their spot in the Web..

Now they have changed Direction...

and are facing from whence they

Began...

And that is the Light

that is

the Goal 

NOW.

There are so many Paths

that return us

to the Light..

And when I was younger

I traveled so many that I was Shown.

As many paths as there are colors...

and when you get right down to it..

Things...

And I saw how all these different Paths

were for different 

dispositions.

How each person has a different

Path of Least Resistance.

and I was supposed

 to Teach this...

But

that LIFE

dancing with Shadows ,

has distracted me.

Duality again claiming dominion

over my soul.

I never should have turned back

and sought my Construct..

You know

that is really the ONLY way

to Devolve.

In fact that would be the 

definition of Devolving...

(or if done at the time of 

"death"

It would be called,

Becoming a Ghost.

My life hasn't been easy on those around me,

I don't think..

Because ever since that day I looked back..

I've been a 

Living Ghost.

Only Slightly in this World.

I doubt there are many people like me...

I mean,

not in physical Bodies anyway..

Plenty of Souls

entrapped by their Constructs as "Ghosts".

I've not yet put much Thought into 

"Constructs"...

They are such a Big Piece

of our Astral Reality

that you would think that in 

Mystical Circles

they would be Well Known..

But I don't think I've ever seen 

any reference to Them..

So since I'm talkin here I guess I'll tell you what I "Know"...

then we'll look deeper ...

We have an Astral Reflection

of who we ...

basically were...a nano second ago.

It's an astral energetic expression of

Who we think we are

and who others think we are

and who we have been.

But it is 

Behind us..

It is that energetic astral expression

that is like a mirror reflection

of our soul..

It's also what some folks who have Near Death Experiences "See"

and believe to be

 dearly departed ones..

In the Tunnel

when they die.

These are not our Spirit Guides 

or dead loved one's Spirits...

These are the Constructs of those Souls

who have been drawn to us through the Magnetism of our Desire

or simply because of a Harmonic Resonance

 they have with us.

These Spirit Guides and Spirits of Loved Ones

 do exist

BUT

Not 

"In the Tunnel"

The "Tunnel" is Astral

(on one level it's the core of our spinal column).

And here what we perceive...

is all 

Illusion

all Projections

of Shadows and Rainbows.

You get past that,

out of that tunnel..

And this is where you can see

the Guides or Group..

Anyway, back to the
"construct"

So, it's like a reflection of our Soul

Yesterday...

And when you look at it..

DO NOT EVER DO THAT !

you can see it Shedding.

Like some of it's skin is falling off..

It's like the 

"Old Stuff"

that is no longer a part of your reality

and your consciousness no longer 

Maintains it's Reality..

Sloughs off of the Construct

and kind of melts away into

the Darkness.

The Construct is 

What we Knew..

Ghosts...

Some folks "die"

and are so attached to something in the Past.

(which is actually rare because Souls have a very strong forward Intention..)

Souls don't look back...but rarely.

And if you are "Dead"

and do

you become a Ghost..

If you are living...

Whew..

You freakin DEVOLVE.

You see, here's the thing...

and make a note,

because you will "die" someday.

When you are in the "Tunnel"

Right after you die...

Everything you "see"

is a Reflection

of the Shadow Dance.

AND, here's the Thing..

In that realm..

The "Law of Attraction"

is un filtered...

Where you put your attention...

You'll be..

And actually just your personal 

 energetic expression

will gravitate you towards certain things.

Behind you

and in my case 

to the Right

is the Construct.

In front and to the sides 

are a myriad of Heavens and Hells...

And over there

beyond all of this

Is a spark of Light...

Now keep the following in mind..

When you die there will be 

"Pop"..

Like sometimes before you fall asleep..

And it jolts you sometimes.

Right after that point you

your Consciousness

 will be

first in your Brain Stem..

(where your "Life passes before your eyes")

Then you will be in your Spinal Column..

(and on the Astral Plane)

And it's a really good idea 

NOT to look at anything except that

pinprick of Light

on the other side....

Otherwise you'll find yourself spending some Eternity in Hell or Heaven

or usually BOTH

Realms.

Another weird LAW of this place is

Once you "pull into" any one realm,

it kind of becomes habitual

to your

energetic consciousness..

And you can pull into a whole bunch..

Heavens and Hells.

And with the time factor in this realm being 

such that an eternity there..

is the blink of an eye

Here...

You can spend many eternities in these Alternate reality reflections of Mass and personal Desire and Fear.

But if you really want to EVOLVE

you will avoid these Eternal

Distractions,

and go straight to the
Light.

Just a Tip for those who are going to Die.

(all of us)..

Now what was this post about again?

Better go check..

OH Yeah

The Light

So anyway

Before I looked back at my Construc

(with all the best motives..I thought)

I could find my way

To the Light

Through so many Paths.

And then Finally

could just Let it Be.

But when I gazed upon my construct...

and WOW!!!

You know just gazing at it would Pull

 it back and into me..

But I actually set forth the Intention

to do just That.

OK, I'm going to Return to who I Once was..

Before the Light Dawned

and I became too weird/scary for my Girlfriend/future wife.

But here is the deal about us..

We are the end result of millions of very specifically ORDERED

patterns.

We are very Intricate Creations...

What I did that Humpty Dumpty Day,

as I call it.

Is just pulled back everything that I saw...and even the "shedding skin"..

and what was the really BUMMER Surprise was..

When I did that...

The "Order" was gone.

The Pattern was no longer in sequence.

My life got very STRANGE at that Moment.

Got too "Psychic"

Had to quit my job,

Move as far from Humans as Possible.

That was 1974,

and it's taken me all this time...

to just barely ....

become Cohesive...

And Present.

What you see of me

is a Mask.

I don't expect anybody knows what the Hell I'm talking about..

but if some day, somebody does...

WOW!!!

But the Truth is...

Even with those I love most in the world..

I am always so LONELY.

There were times I remember too

where I'd follow some path,

and I'd be right there on 

what I call the Threshold

of the Light

and the Next step was

Into It..

But on the threshold there

standing there Alone..

Loneliness was

Deep and All Pervading.

And I knew the Bliss of the Light

was one step away...

But I also knew that I would come back

and be on that threshold again..

and Alone..

And that Lonliness

even the Thought of it..

was more than I could bare.

So I stopped crossing that Threshold..

And I guess I've been waiting.

I feel the Group..

We'll step together...

Sooner or Later..

But I'm feeling ready...