A Turn in the Road Truckin On

I don't know if you noticed,

but my Blog here has taken 

a bit of a turn.

You know this 

New Direction

Will probably lose me 97% 

of my Three Readers.

Not sure what that comes to.

But here's the Thing.

We're Here

You

Me 

Them

Everybody 

("Blues Brothers")

To Be Our Unique Selves

That's It dudes and dudettes.

And we have to Express our Truth

to the World.

That's our Gift

Simply

Being

WHO WE ARE.

But 

"who I am"

Has always Freaked People Out.

"What the Heck's he talking about?"

" I mean that dude is saying stuff that is so outside my Reality

Well, it just scares the Crap out of me."

Probably why my Mom Hated me so much..

I scared the crap out of her.

From Day 1.

HMMM???

Just thought of that,

I always just figured it was the fact that I totally had her Number

when I was 8 years old..

and she knew it...

And that must have freaked her out.

But then here I'm talking about past lives 

as soon as I can talk,

I'm seeing things clearly....

that they don't see,

I hear things that they don't hear.

I saw angels...

And Fairy like Creatures..

There was one dude,

 more like a Dwarf.

And every time he'd show up,

I'd hear music.

I'd ask my parents where the music is coming from...

They didn't hear it.

I couldn't believe them..

How could they not?

Then Rumplestiltskin would appear in my room later.

I saw the same guy, over and over.

Actually he kind of wore like those Swiss Pants with built in suspenders..

And I was pretty old the last time I saw him,

Like 5th or 6th grade.

It was during the Day

I don't know where everyone else was...

But the Music came.... Then he appeared.

I was always afraid...

and I feel bad about that..

Because that day I chased him through the house with my bee bee gun.

And as he morphed through the Glass Door,

(with my bee bee close behind)

.... I got in trouble for that.

But in that moment,

as he went through the glass..

looking back at me,

firing at him out of fear....

I felt only a sadness from him.

Haven't seen him since.

So anyway things like this....

on probably a constant basis...

Would FREAK HER OUT.

SO

I've spent my Life Hiding

Hiding from my Loved Ones

Hiding from Others...

I mean I went as far as Doing

 the Humpty Dumpty Thing 

for my first wife.

But probably worse than all that

I've been hiding from Myself.

Hey, I don't remember much...

WHY?

And most of what I remember,

I can't really talk about...

Because it'll scare the crap out of 99.9999999999999999999% of the population.

Things I have seen and done...

Just too far out there for most folks to even

want to think about thinking about thinking about it.

But I Have to.

I have to talk about it..

And what is in the deepest part of my Being is..

Block ...Block...Block

What I know, that I care the most about...

and feel is my Gift...

But what I have denied myself...

And Others.

Is the Knowledge of the Path.

There are many Ways of travelling the Path.

7 Major Ones

Within these major 7...

there are ...

as many as there are people..

And I know the Rules of these different Paths.

My Teachers made me travel them all....Lightly.

The thing about beautiful songs is,

They can get stuck in your head,

and deprive you the song that is 

going on right now.

So my Teachers had a Rule of Three.

Which was that of the Many Paths they showed me. (leading to Spirit)

I could only  follow each 3 times.

Then I had to go on to another.

It's like

there are Abilities that can be gained,

in the different paths.

Skills like Healing, Reading Auras, Astral Travel, flying, travelling through water, or a mirror.... Seeing the Future, Dying without being dead...

Walking through a Wall..

The list is a mile long,

and so many of these things can benefit Mankind...

BUT, once we stop in any one..

we are sort of captive of it.

Like that song stuck in our heads, 

we can't go on to the next thing.

It's like these "powers"

have a Momentum..

Like a Gravity..

That can pull you in.

And the other danger is that Glamour can attach itself to these powers.

And that is putting two opposites together..

and won't bode well.

You know, way back maybe 1972

My Teachers told me I was supposed to Teach these things..

That's why they played me the way they did,

the Rule of 3 and all.

But the other thing is,

My Mind had an excuse...

This is Not 1972

And due to the current rare state of

all of Creation.

That state of coming to 

Critical Mass.

It seemed to me that

One method was superior.

I cogitated that since the Goal

of All the Paths,

is the Light

Spirit

God

Then why not just do Kriya.

The Yoga of the Light?

(or any of the other Yogas of the Light...

(Yoga of the Psychic Heat, etc.)

It just seemed to me

that since we are in a time

where the Light is actually Compressing

...

But that was just my Mind talkin I guess.

It's best to align folks with

what best fits who they are.

So I suppose to do this correctly will take some time.

But after Humpty Dumpty

it wasn't going to happen for a long time.

So what I believe I'm going to do, is start passing on some of these....

Various Methods of travelling 

the Path...

And I'm talkin

Truckin..

So the First thing I'm gonna talk about,

has to be Contemplation..