Understanding the Soul's Evolution, a key to Finding Real Compassion/ Fear Not the Insanity..Part 1

Understanding the Soul's Evolution,

 a key to Finding Real Compassion /

Fear not the Insanity 

Part 1.

I'm sure I've written about this a lot before,

 but it bears repeating .

First I must reiterate here 

what I mean by Compassion.

It is not that Wimpy

tangling of emotional cords,

blending and sharing of Miseries...

Nope

But it's currently the only word I have...

But rather

 Compassion is

The Heartfelt Realization

That

WE ARE ALL ONE THING.

THAT, is Compassion.

Understanding how EVERY soul evolves,

can help bring us to

that Compassion..

So here we go round 

the evolutionary Wheel Again.

You could say that each Soul

is born as a spark,

off of all the souls that came before it.

Envision a spark 

out of the Darkness

just seems to suddenly appear.

(it isn't sudden but for explanatory reasons,

we need a "starting" point.)

So this spark appears,

then it forms into this "Cell"

then briefly "shudders",

and out from it, 

sparks fly out,

and become cells

and they remain connected to the
"first one"

via a filimant of Light.

Then Each one of them shudders

and divide into more,

all connected

and seemingly ever expanding Thing.

Looks like a Giant Spider Web

of Light,

And what made the sparks/souls 

Shudder

was the fact that they are born

with a singular Obsession,

and that is to

"Become."

They are compelled to actually

fill up the space in their cell

 in the web

in the position that

was allotted them

simply by who they were sparked from,

and who they spark to.

But keep in mind,

it's all one thing...

So they are compelled to Fill their

Unique Separate Expression.

That is the First Prime Directive 

of EVERY soul

And while they are expanding to fill this 

"Cell"

So are all the others around them

in the Web.

And the way these Souls

define "themselves"

is via "Duality".

Through Seeking Pleasure

and hiding/running from / 

and fighting Pain.

It's all about finding what brings one 

Comfort, happiness, security.

And pretty much at all cost the soul begins collecting,

and discarding things,

by which it will define itself.

This person is motivated by the soul,

(that at this stage some mistakenly call ego,

as if it is separate from the Soul, it is the same thing, just going on a different direction of the Wheel).

So "Seek the feel good,

shun the feel bad"..

And gather Judgments as you go,

and base future judgments on the ones

previously gathered

this is good, I want that,

this is "Bad",

Don't go there.

And every soul ....

OKAY WAIT,

I gotta tell you something that  is Key,

something I actually forgot for most of my Life,

then I read the Original.....

notes from My Vision.

WOW...

Backing up to the beginning,

Let me change the whole visualization...

When the spark.... sparks off,

and a new one is formed,

that is very very similar

but just a wee different from the one it sparked from,

(free will, that's what they mean by that).

But it looks like an Empty Cell

full of Light..

I mean really imagine like plant cells multiplying,

bubbling outward.

Still connected by the cord of Light,

the cell wall...

and held in position by that.

And as the soul collects it's judgments

of good and bad...

and as it becomes defined by these things,

it fills up it's allotted space....

It was like this free for all,

grabbing stuff,

and kicking stuff away,

all to Find

Our

"Self's"

Our Unique Separate Expression ...

But then a day comes that we ,

"Hit the wall".

You know what,

 that free for all

had a limit,

it's end point.

That soul has,

"Culminated".

It is done playing Duality ..

It's interior is so full

that it is Dark.

It can't find a single thing to

further define itself.

But it doesn't seem to know it yet,

so it just keeps trying to do

what it has always done...

But it can't go any further....

then it realizes

it has to go back from where it came.

It was a Wheel..

That's why They call it,

the Wheel of Evolution.

So now it turns back

 upon the path it has Created...

The Barriers that block it's Return,

are the very things it once defined itself as.

So now it's compulsion,

is towards the Light.

And an interesting thing is happening in the Web.

All the other cells around it,

are doing the same thing...

They get darker, 

then they start getting Lighter.

So the Barriers that were a real big deal,

when we sought and fought so hard for them,

or ran and hid so hard from them...

Now we must see them without the Duality,

without the Judgments 

we used to define them in their placement in us.

Then they just seem to dissolve 

into Light.

And meanwhile, back to the Web,

those Spark/Cells we sprang from....

they have totally filled with Light,

and their "cell wall"

has been obliterated,

and they have all blended with all the others before them,

into this Huge Light at the Center,

that I call the

Spiritual Sun.

And this is pressing up against us,

and it is sparking that

primal light within us again,

and helping propel us,

back to....

Our Source.

As we become more full of Light,

and simultaneously those around us in the Web,

are becoming more full of Light...

We will Blend,

it's just a matter of time.

So, back to the original title point,

so how can we gain True Compassion from

understanding the souls evolution?

Well, once you "See" that we ALL,

have been through or are going through

that process of Collecting our

Unique Separate Expression,

(that some call Personality.)

That which was our Souls 

Destiny within Creation.

And in that process, 

we all

were or are still,

 Self Centered

obsessed, destructive

assholes.

Grabbing and pushing, 

pushing and Grabbing.

Judging, judging, judging...

It's a fact.

And that's just the way it was set up,

Not everyone gets to culminate as Buddha, 

or Christ.

You see it's not these Stairs of Evolution

as we have been led to believe,

where we're always ascending to greater heights,

becoming more spiritual by the day....

Until you are on the home trip Baby,

you are becoming less spiritual day by day,

that is just the way it is.

No Judgment....

LIFE .

So 

Everybody has their Unique Position to fill,

and only can their souls determine what that is,

and we may not like it,

they might be So freakin Horrible...

None of our business..

it's their business, 

let em complete it so they can literally,

start Lightening Up.

End of Part 1.